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I'm currently in a band rn, like in a music school. I'm the guitarist there and also the youngest, pretty young for them tbh, but idc bc they're so damn kind and sweet, omg. Almost all of them are already parents, while I'm 18 with a dog as my son. And they treat me as their son. I love the drummer, she's the sweetest woman I've ever met, she tried to understand me in a way any adult did before ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I'm tired, I rlly can't get any friend and I tried hard, I swear. But it just doesn't works at all, and I'm starting to think I'm the problem. Somehow I managed to talk to 5 ppl and it just lasted a fucking day. At least tell me if u don't want any friendship with me instead of just dissapear. I'm rlly embarrassed to be the one chasing them to keep talking. I feel like I'm annoying them and that... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
My dad enrolled me in a School of Rock and I jst started friday last week, and I gotta say everyone have friends there, like I think I'm the only new one there or sum coz every person there is always talking so friendly with other... It's nothing wrong about it but I wanted to be friend with someone without friends coz I think it's easier that way, it makes me wanna be "extrovert". Now that I can... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm a coward and it's not a surprise. I hate facing every single problem in my life, I fear the possible results, I analyse EVERY detail, overthinking everything and overworking myself for nothing. Being useless for even ask for ur food on a restaurant by yourself is embarrassing, and the way I just rather be starving instead of having a social interaction that can't be acc so bad to get some foo... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I have an existential crisis rn and I dunno what I'm doing with my life. Idk why people assumes that I should have solved my life bc I'm 18 now (turning 19 this year). Yeah Ik, now I can work and all that but goddamn, I can't even aford everything I need yet since my current job doesn't pays me a good amount yk. And I didn't even wanted it, I wanted to live from my art, I still have that silly dr... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I hate when someone wakes me up. It pisses me off ngl. Dreaming is a lot better than staying awake and there's no doubt about it. Why u would wake someone up? Maybe they're having a good time in their dreams and forgetting real life for a while, so waking them up instantly makes u a bad person tbh Let ppl wake up when they naturally wake up. Fuck schedules, fuck school, fuck my job and let ppl sl... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
I mean, I have friends, 3 tbh. But it's difficult to make friends actually, like I dunno what to say to new ppl. The only friends I have are virtual lol. And that's because my shy ass stops me to have a social life irl. And welp, that virtual friends talked to me first and basically adopted me, b ut when I try to be the talktative one, the thing doesn't works at all. It's like, there's no connect... » Continue Reading
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