my winter playlist is going along swimmingly some new stuff i listened to today (12/11/2024): Caroline Polachek: I am rlly surprised i barely hear about her(prolly just my circle tbf). her sound is sonically very whats in rn, tho i think the way she sings sometimes may be too odd or too much for the general public. i was watching some of her live vocal flips and woah she is talented as a singer. ... » Continue Reading
just tired today isnt wasnt actually that bad tho i had a cold so i didnt even wake up on time for school i finished writing the main riffs for a song on my acoustic!!!! i need to work on the lyrics and organization on some of it tho. if anyone has good song editing software pls reccomend i have no clue how to do that stuff, only play the instruments. im also learning insominac by memo boy rn on ... » Continue Reading
well im sure all of u know this feeling so what more is there to even say? anyway i just feel so disconnected from the world. most of that is my own doing, self isolation is the both the underlying cause and the symptom. Its not like im sad just sorta ? feeling like i do not even exist in the world? i dont even understand the passage of time anymore, it just sways while i try to survive thru schoo... » Continue Reading
today i have a massively super important appointment in two hours and im so neerrrrrvvvvyyyyy and excited. this is going to actually change the direction of my life and i am just hoping everything goes well hfhbjfbehfkjed.. i cant actually talk in specifics about it so sorry for being vague but i am just feeling hopeful but also nervous cuz i know this is important. fingers crossed. i have an es... » Continue Reading
This is my entire collection of Murakami books I own. 9 total. If u cant tell I love his writing. I've finished reading all of these expect the two on top I am still trying to finish. My goal after those two are done is to read Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman and then the Elephant Vanishes. I love how grounded and realistic yet at the same time fantastical and absurd his stories are. His prose is so ... » Continue Reading
Just finished this book it was so good. Beautiful book . i get the praise around kawakami, her writing is so good. This book kinda had some similarities to lily chou chou. The violence in it isnt overdone which Im thankful for. Sometimes books like this go to overboard with that stuff. I liked the characters esp Momose. I almost felt like every character in the book had false beliefs but represent... » Continue Reading