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well im sure all of u know this feeling so what more is there to even say? anyway i just feel so disconnected from the world. most of that is my own doing, self isolation is the both the underlying cause and the symptom. Its not like im sad just sorta ? feeling like i do not even exist in the world? i dont even understand the passage of time anymore, it just sways while i try to survive thru school. i get home and i start playing guitar and suddenly the time has fled. im not sad. the lonely feeling just becomes boredom. im doing alright. i know i could socialize and talk to ppl if i wanted but no one interests me at school.
anyway i have a cold so thats making me extra exhausted on top of everything
im doing alright tho
song of the day : In the Kingdom By Mazzy Star
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francis, fran
isolation does that. weeks pass by and the phrase "time is a concept" starts to actually feel true. there isn't really time for a changeless entity. the only real hint of time is the decreasing patience for life.
nice to hear from you again dorian.
ontonerd
It's interesting, because to me you're just some pixels on a screen, while in reality you are your own, complex and holistic being and I'm likely the same to you. I hope you're better :)
thank you, i am doing okay. i like being just some pixels on a screen sometimes, the anonymity is freeing. in a lot of ways, i have had to start my life from scratch all over again. however the future is looking bright and things are in motion. I am hopeful :)
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damn.. i had to start from scratch as well just last year and really started getting anywhere a few months ago, but im not even close to reaching a full restart :d
an interesting coincidence ^^
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