lonely

well im sure all of u know this feeling so what more is there to even say? anyway i just feel so disconnected from the world. most of that is my own doing, self isolation is the both the underlying cause and the symptom. Its not like im sad just sorta ? feeling like i do not even exist in the world? i dont even understand the passage of time anymore, it just sways while i try to survive thru school. i get home and i start playing guitar and suddenly the time has fled. im not sad. the lonely feeling just becomes boredom. im doing alright. i know i could socialize and talk to ppl if i wanted but no one interests me at school. 

anyway i have a cold so thats making me extra exhausted on top of everything 

im doing alright tho

song of the day : In the Kingdom By Mazzy Star