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16/11. . .
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Category: Life
as much ad i would like to be a good person to look up to, i dont think people realise what they mean when they say "i want to be like you in the future." Now. do u even really? they dont know how i am inside. my influences are horrendous i dont think ill be able to recover from this. either way u can say all you want but at the same time, you know u should be wanted to be like me. i may have some... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
why does everyone have to criticise everything I do? like for example my outfit choice, my sister said "you one of those people" which is obviously like judgemental u can tell by people's tones how they feel about something. Why can't you see stuff in a neutral aspect? I hate stuff people do sometimes but u can't change that in someone I've decided to just embrace that fact. you can't have everyt... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hihii sorry that last blog was a little.. dark. yeah um I apologise. I wish I had more words to explain how I feel but it's not able for me at the moment. anyways, so school started back again. FUCK EVERYTHING!! im honestly so sick and tired of seeing people at this point it feels like a chore. imma move out as quick as I can in the future so I can live without any restrictions to my life. oh yeah... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
hey guys!!!i went to sydney (im typng this on my last full day here) and it has been a blast. i managed to get a ike standee with is a huge plus as its difficult to fidn his merch nowadays in store :( but atleast i got it ! anyways, i bought hair clips, my first pair of colour contacts too! its a purple hue from n's collection (or something) and its called blueberry blast im pretty sure!! it will ... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
time goes by way too fast, do u guys think so too? im currently listening to thank you for the venom by mcr ( wait its about to change lets see what it is) OH ITS ISLAND IN THE SUN BY WEEZER!! just the fix i need. im completing my chinese poster which ive been procrastinating about for around a week now..? i swear theres something wrong with me but my family doesnt care about mental health unless... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hey… your 4 years old now!! how crazy it is that time flies by so fucking damn quickly. you flew by too soon aswell, but hey - time is inevitable now that i think about it, everything in life is inevitable, not even “gods plan” or “your own the wrong path” can fix this (or maybe it can?) - but i think that we just live how we go. these things happen! i want to be able to live free without thinki... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
wowzers. today was interesting!! i honestly felt a bit drained and disconnected from the world recently. im not doing the best with my social life aswell as my emotional and mental health. i wish i could have the weight lifted off my shoulders and take it easy for a bit, that was my plan | i had a full schedule all planned out within the next few weeks/months like cosplay cons, meet ups and just f... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
i dont wanna wake uppppp !!!! !!!! !!!!!! Guh. i hate school. i hate people too !!!!!! but society makes us always have something to do in life no matter age.. when can i take a break? IM NO ACADEMIC WEAPON!!! » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
i dont wanna finish this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as much as it will be super awesome sauce for my grades im not doing well... i already cram so much and i have no time for other things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i wish he was still here.. remnants appear everywhere !! i hate how society expects us to be normal and sane, everyone looks at u weirdly if theres something slightly off, but complete pass off the deranged straitjacket-ed people as normal aswell…. like what???? i miss him alot.. i dont wanna force him back obviously!!! if he come back im gonna be a super awesome sauce fan!!! im gonna start crashi... » Continue Reading
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