13.51 - 27.07.25 oh my gosh

why does everyone have to criticise everything I do? like for example my outfit choice, my sister said "you one of those people" which is obviously like judgemental u can tell by people's tones how they feel about something. Why can't you see stuff in a neutral aspect? I hate stuff people do sometimes but u can't change that in someone  I've decided to just embrace that fact. you can't have everything your own way and critiquing everyone else's actions. was a stuck up bitch you are drowning in your money that came from anywhere but you

anyways I've been really struggling recently to cope with my feelings because it's too much for me to handling but I somehow still feed into this. why can't I be like any one else. I don't even want to be here. I don't want to be on this site just to write about my stories of pure misery and oblivion 

I continue to do this because that's what life does to us. we have a path, we just haven't searched correctly for it.

I'm so emotionally intelligent yet unstable at the same time, let me be please as I do to you