21.54 - 18.06.25 WAIT IT'S ALMOST 10 ALREADY?!

time goes by way too fast, do u guys think so too? 

im currently listening to thank you for the venom by mcr ( wait its about to change lets see what it is) OH ITS ISLAND IN THE SUN BY WEEZER!! just the fix i need. im completing my chinese poster which ive been procrastinating about for around a week now..? i swear theres something wrong with me but my family doesnt care about mental health unless we threaten to kill ourselves

anyways uh.. wow thats some deep talk. i have 2 tests tomorrow, science and math. originally for a test worth 60% my whole class failed so the teachers decided to make the test be worth 30% instead, which isn't a big difference but is a big space for improvement. all i need to do is do ell on the algebra test tomorrow and ill be super good at stuff!!! the thing is uh... i dont remember a lick of what to do. literally.

maybe it's just my focus going a bit crazy recently and its been difficult to get through daily stuff without thinking of the agonising pain society puts us through. its inevitable, really- but it still affects you.. surely right? theres no denying that

time management fucks me up too, i cant sleep well and when i wake up i cave in a go back to sleep. school doesnt matter anymore why are we still doing subjects that require us to do stuff that isnt even merely related to what we are aiming to do in the future. fuckasses, we all are.

my other test is about science, which isnt a strong suit but we are all pushed to do things, right? its about cells and cellular respiration. the only cell i remember is mitochondria because gackt said it in a interview one time. heh. cunty he is

so yeah!! im just waiting for the weekend where im going thrifting with maybe my cousin?? i just hope that im able to get some good finds and walk out of the store with a cheap bundle of clothes. 

uh.. i need to get back on that poster of mine so ill leave u guys alone now!!!!