i wanna be taken care of for once. i wanna be held in someone's arms or on their lap. i wanna be the little spoon or be chest to chest (sideways or laying on top) and squeeze each other and have our legs tangled while we try to (impossibly) get closer. i want my hair and back washed gently if i get too fatigued to do it myself. i want my hand held and i wanna walk shoulder to shoulder so they can ... » Continue Reading
I want to be an english high school teacher. I want to talk about Edgar Allan Poe and Dostoyevsky and Oliver Twist and Treasure Planet and I want to teach kids how precious words and stories and poems are. I want to see kids faces light up when they come into my classroom and I want them to feel safe. Then, once that last bell rings, I want to go to my car and blast music and sing along while I h... » Continue Reading
i used to be so upset and frustrated whenever someone called me a girl or she or miss. i used to go to sleep crying because i just... felt like an imposter and i felt like something was wrong with me. sometimes, i still feel like that. but, somewhere along the way, i noticed something. it doesnt what other people say. yeah, sure, it would be super nice and validating to be called a boy, but its ok... » Continue Reading
can anyone else not function w/o physical touch? like ive DONE long distance relationships and i honestly can't cope with that kind of stuff. my brain's like "omg they're not talking to u rn? they're probably cheating lololol they don't actually love you" ya my brain is kinda mean ... anyway....... siighh im like the clingiest friend/bf any1 will ever know. i cant STAAANNNDD not being next to u fr... » Continue Reading
i get attached so easily like oh my GOOODDD what is WRONG with me dawg... like..... even remotely nice people who i just met have me wrapped around their finger fr wtf. i swear if anyone left me w/o a reply id probably cry ngl like who else r u talking to? u have OTHER friends?? nah what r u talking about...... id DIE for u and ur leaving me on READ........ maybe im a bit toxic chat idk » Continue Reading