Genuinely gonna lose my damn marbles. Me and my friend's spontaneous trip is coming up soon and since it is so near and becoming so real, my anxiety is just going over the roof and I feel ridiculous. Like bloody hell, I never been out of the country, never flown. So idk what the fk awaits me ffs i need to dicuss details but mfker (aka me) cannot even do basic communication when » Continue Reading
I cannot stop listening to passiflora. As soon as saw it finally be free from gatekeeping, i just had to go listen to it. y e a r n he l p im so normal abiut rhis honwstly, actuslly so normsl. hi. » Continue Reading
Honestly. I am in a great mood to become a fairy and fly around a mossy forest rn. Finding nice spots for a place to live, tiny waterfall, extra soft moss. Just fairy. No human thoughts. No human troubles. Only flying around. Only nature. » Continue Reading
The way brain functions while being clearly mentally ill & struggling is so odd, esp whilst trying to heal/cope/manage somehow cuz LIFE!!! Rn thinking how bloody stupid it is that my body cannot tell the difference between being held at a gunpoint or opening an email. It feels rather so embarrassing as well cuz girl- im in my twenties!! I should be adulting!!!! And here I am, at mum's, struggling.... » Continue Reading
I GOT MY BINGO BLITZ ADDICTION BACK, I PLAYED LIKE 14 HOURS THE DAY I REDOWNLOED IT BACK ON MY PHONE ALL I CAN SEE AND THINK OF IS BINGO CARDS B 6, N 33, G 60, O 69, PLS LET ME WIN BINGO, LET ME GET EPIC WHEEL, OMG IM OUT CRWDIT, WAIT NO MORE can i just fixate on toontown rewritten again, pls or just ANYTHING MOEE USEFUL THAN BINGO » Continue Reading
Can't wait for the seminar to end so I could blast it in my eardrums, the whole ''take a vacation'' album actually. I adore it. ✰✰ ~~ ''Who knew that love was a beautiful blues...who knew that love was a dangerous drug... now i know that love is a dangerous drug...i know that drug is a dangerous love... i know now love is a dangerous drug...'' ~~ ✰✰ » Continue Reading
ugh! i should practice socialising again since in my teenage years i rather stopped socialising like i shoouuld and now, in my early twenties, shiiiiits hrd. how tf ppl start communicating to make friends WHAT WILL ACTUALLY LIKE LAST FOR LONGER THAN 1 HOUR, the beginning part is so hard. but then again, i gotta keep in mind that it is normal to have just small group of friends, which i do, im set.... » Continue Reading
registered to some mental health seminar through my unemployment centre, right, being useful and doing smth with my life (decent seminar btw) and then there is just this one dude in zoom chat, denying that depression exists. BRUTHER IN CHIRST U ARE IN MENTAL HEALTH SEMINAR, WHY U HERE IF U DONT BELIEVE IN THAT!! i have to have cam on and im just fking giggling my arse off as other ppl beef with th... » Continue Reading
Bro! I just made account here, now I go through ppls profiles and layouts, admire the work ya know and boom then my laptop decides, yeah no, too powerful, too much glam, too much fun! BLUE SCREEN!!! MEMORY MANAGMENT!!! NO!!! mind you, i do have old laptop so blue screens are common BUT CMON!!!!!11! LET ME HAVE FUN!!! WDYM THIS PAGE IS TOO MUCH FOR ME?!?++ UHGH now i have to do disk health check so... » Continue Reading