RAHH TRAVELING IS SO SCARY

Genuinely gonna lose my damn marbles.

Me and my friend's spontaneous trip is coming up soon and since it is so near and becoming so real, my anxiety is just going over the roof and I feel ridiculous. Like bloody hell, I never been out of the country, never flown. So idk what the fk awaits me

ffs i need to dicuss details but mfker (aka me) cannot even do basic communication when my anxiety is all over the place. i need to get a suitcase?? i should like ask mother first if anyone can borrow??? but then again my friend offered to borrow in the first place anyway??? i need to think what to start packing soon???? money situation, how much money will i have by then, not much, that i know. at least we will be fed, i hope??? im just... AHHH i wanna scream and cry right now

plus i gotta make a bday gift for my friend too, and i have no idea, well, i have some idea... i can only make diy gifts from what i have at home, so crochetting and little bit of paper crafting but ahahahakkfkfkf

it does not help seeing the artist on my fyp whos concert we gon see too. CRAP.

i gotta learn how to communicate istg