Anytime I try to do something its always so needlessly complicated. My life has been pretty shit so far and instead of being stuck in some shitty factory job until I drop dead with noone around me and having accomplished nothing, I thought I would see about maybe looking at getting a computer science degree at the nearby college here, but turns out they removed that course, and computers or games ... » Continue Reading
Idk what to really do anymore. I feel like total shit most of the time and I'm expected to last another 40 years minimum? Idk how everyone did it or if I'm just too soft (pretty possible that its the likely reason maybe) but idk how people made it to old age. I dont really have much hope anymore that things ar » Continue Reading
Sick of it all. Lately has just gone to absolute trash. Wish I had someone to come home to and be squeezed by before going to bed being held and being told nice things :/ Idk how long I'm gonna go at this point. Friend group split because the last game holding us together became so trash that none of us could do it and have fun anymore, and never barely made any irl other than one because I was al... » Continue Reading