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5/16/2025

Category: Blogging

Well. Been a minute as always, huh? To say I am not in a state of hurt right now would be a lie. I don't really know how to go about it as I have barely even processed it myself. I feel split, like two entirely different people. On one half of me, I am doing wonderfully! I feel happy in my relationship and secure. I feel alright about having a little more weight than I am used to on me. I feel hap... » Continue Reading

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2/22/2025

Category: Blogging

February XXII, MMXXV Where to start, Where. To. Start? :-) I am currently back at home with my grandmother for the first time since moving out in January. I have a really bad habit I've found since rereading my entire blog of always promi » Continue Reading

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1/8/2025

Category: Blogging

January VII, MMXXV New year, new blog. It has been a HOT minute since I last wrote anything here, but I have felt the effects of not journaling as I have promised myself time and time before. With no outlet, it has all just been building; and none of it for the better. I feel so overwhelmed and emotional, especially tonight with having upset everyone once again. I am so conflict » Continue Reading

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10/13/2024

Category: Blogging

October XIII, MMXXIV I haven't taken the time to truly write down my feelings or debrief in a good while now but Seth, being the sweet and supportive boyfriend I am unbelievably lucky to have, recommended I take the time to d o s » Continue Reading

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10/2/2024

Category: Blogging

October II, MMXXIV So much to write about, so much feeling- so little will to do so. I pray for no meltdowns until I can get the words down. » Continue Reading

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9/27/2024

Category: Blogging

September XXVII, MMXXIV I accidentally skipped writing yesterday; but technically, for me it is still the same day. I have been awake for over 24hrs now and I originally believed it was mania related, and only supporting that theory further i find myself beginning to hit my cr » Continue Reading

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9/25/2024

Category: Blogging

September XXV, MMXXIV I figured now would be as good a time as any to start writing! I am a little under the influence, so I apologize in advance if this entry is harder to follow or not as clear in logic! I had such an amazing day today in comparison to my past few. I woke up at time i wish was earlier, though it was d » Continue Reading

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9/24/2024

Category: Blogging

September XXIV, MMXXIV It has been two weeks since I last wrote, and to say I am emotionally drained is an understatement. I haven't taken the time to debrief even privately in my personal journals, so everything has been building and pressurizing inside me. I would hate to ha » Continue Reading

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9/10/2024

Category: Blogging

September X, MMXXIV I find it crazy how much can change in just a few moments; it's honestly insane. I feel so naive and stupid. I know » Continue Reading

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9/9/2024

Category: Blogging

September IX, MMXXIV It's officially fall and i couldn't be happier; i stepped outside the other day and when the chilly air hit me, i couldn't help but start smiling. Fall has always been such a romantic and beautiful season to me, which i think is why it is my favorite. I'm not sure what all i want to write about yet, but i know i need to. So much has happened within the last few weeks a » Continue Reading

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