tonight was one of those when a full moon is alone in the sky at first, there wasn't any cloud. the single moon herself lightened the sky alone, reflecting to the whole sea under her, m aking it look as beautiful as if ... i don't even know what to compare it to, since this would be the metaphor she was shining so bright that my eyes were burnt as if i were looking at the sun, my room let her lig... » Continue Reading
me es frustrante a veces el hecho de saber que estáis todos juntos allí, todos mis seres queridos en el mismo sitio todos los días por horas mientras yo estoy aquí solo me siento muy solo y me parece muy curioso pk llevo casi un mes sin ver a daria y a todos los demás mi cerebro está romantizando cuando iba allí y sé que es algo k no me puedo quejar, porque yo me cambié pero me duele mucho la v... » Continue Reading
i don't see my girlfriend since the 5th and it's already been almost two weeks, i know it's not that much but coming from the summer, where we used to see eachother nearly everyday to this, knowing that i'll still have to wait another entire week until i can meet her for an afternoon is very upsetting. last year we used to see eachother in school everyday, and then meet up on saturdays.. but now t... » Continue Reading
hi, tonight i'm going to try make an essay about how i'm feeling because i feel like i've got no one to tell this too, ik no one will read it so i'll just try to take these things out of me since there's a pain on my chest that won't let me breathe these months i'm feeling terribly alone. and the worst part is that i don't even understand why. i changed schools and since then my friends and i have... » Continue Reading
yesterday I was skating through the road as I usually do literally everyday, it was the afternoon and I was going to my afterschool appointments, then suddently a car appeared out of NOWHERE and I almost got runover by it. I fell to the ground in the middle of the street and the woman inside the car didnt even check out on me, but anyways, I got up as if nothing happened even though It hurt alot w... » Continue Reading
yesterday i was petting my rat when i realized she is starting to get as bad as her daughter, so i had a breakdown and went into the bathroom, which was dark and closed the door. after a while of thinking and being dessperate and sad i thought of something that i think i might like to share: life is like a room. it is simple, and i will explain this, just as i thought of it right then and there: p... » Continue Reading
just a few minutes ago, i was just petting my rat when i noticed an abnormal bulge in her tiny body. we've been aware that she had a tumor for so long, and she's been trough many treatments, but her own daughter; our other rat passed last month and i don't know how to feel about it yet. i feel like i've been ignoring that fact for many time, to be fair i don't even know why; maybe i don't wanna fa... » Continue Reading
today i had the best day at an amusement aquatic park with my girlfriend. she invited me for the second time this summer since her older sister works there and has got free passes often. today was one of her free days so she was willing to drive us there, but her car randomly stopped working and she had to call their mom. she was the one who drove us, playing ramnstein on the car. i might say that... » Continue Reading
i just saw a display of fireworks through my balcony and realized after all i had to go through i'm still here and being alive is the best thing that's the best thing that could've happened to me yet healing takes time but i'm so happy i was born » Continue Reading