im scared of cars

yesterday I was skating through the road as I usually do literally everyday, it was the afternoon and I was going to my afterschool appointments, then suddently a car appeared out of NOWHERE and I almost got runover by it. I fell to the ground in the middle of the street and the woman inside the car didnt even check out on me, but anyways, I got up as if nothing happened even though It hurt alot

with this experience I have arrived to the conclusion that I am terrified of cars. I've been trying to deny this for years bc its very stupid for people to think someone could be scared of something so "simple" as a car. I can't count the times i almost get killed while only trying to cross a road or a path or whatever and the people in the cars wouldn't fucking stop

cars are GIANT MACHINES capable of killing you !!!! like please someone understand me

i'm traumatised and now FULL of bruises and with an horrible pain from yesterday's fall, i really dont know how did i manage to not break any bone 💀💀