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The dull hum, a low whirr of the deceleration and acceleration of a train. The vinegar smell of pissed on iron, and sweat. The clanking and the rhythm as it roll across the tracks. Conversations, loud annoying music on a speaker from some dude on a bicycle, old abuelita with a plastic Vons bag. Somehow all of it lulls me to sleep. I struggle to keep my heavy eye-lids from settling down. Something ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I don't know where to begin with this one. I suppose a small life update. Back to work, in every facet of life. Foster from Washed started staying at my place this weekend and it was his 22nd birthday. I hope he had fun. Tonight Kaden and Kiva are coming over too. They need to stay here for the week because Kaden's uncle fell through. They're most likely moving to Lake Arrowhead. Exciting for them... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Things are coming along. For some reason I have a feeling that things are going to be great, for once in my godforsaken life. Here's the track list for Mildred Pt. 1 in no particular order thus far: » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Today, I woke up with a clear nose for the first time in a while. Then I hibernated until 3 in the afternoon. I'm still on vacation, or my birthday, or whatever it is. So I've partaken in another 450mg of LSD fictionally that is in this narrative writing project. I'm currently listening to Heaven In Your Head by Nuclear Daisies. I got put on a deferral from Cryobank for 30 days thank god, so I can... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Well, the 450mg or so of LSD were very good. I tried to get as many people to join me on the trip and watch Nowhere by Gregg Araki. There was some bisexual shower masturbation James Duval intro to Avalyn by Slowdive that I forgot about. It made everyone uncomfortable and they put on Skyrim music. Which was hilarious. Thank god they did it, I almost dosed everyone and made them watch a Rorschach pa... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I’ve turned 23 today and for some reason this age feels significant to me. I didn’t think I’d make it this far. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
It's my birthday tomorrow, I'm turning 23. I don't know what to expect for my birthday, but that's my favorite part. I can't help but think of my grandfather. For some reason his death bothers me more than my father's. Something about the injustice of it all. He picked up some hitchhikers in Chechnya and they stabbed him 46 times and left him to bleed out in the woods. He begged for his life, he t... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Everything will be abundantly clear tomorrow, but today, preposterous confusion. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
It's 6 something PM. It's Glendale, California. The arid air is no longer oppressive. The sun isn't setting yet on this August afternoon, but it's away from me. I walk outside my house and on the ground 5 feet to my left from the white metal swiss cheese door slamming behind me is a dead bird. A pigeon. Wasn't there when I got here 40 minutes ago. Must've just died. Must've been one my cats. Funny... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Everyone is in pain, baby. Every day you're in pain. You gotta' love your pain. The world doesn't wait to account for your weakness. I've been in pain every single day of my life. I haven't had a single day without pain my entire life. Whether it's spiritual, emotional, or physical. Pain keeps you aware, reminds you that you're alive. People who avoid pain avoid awareness. Notice it. Pain reminds ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Unfortunately, a great deal of us are born with hearts and minds. Even more unfortunate, a greater deal are cursed with neither. Most people don't like me, but most people aren't worth being liked by. Don't mistake that for nihilism, I'm anything but a nihilist. The few good people you meet make everything worthwhile. I think the true entry to adulthood is realizing that every adult you thought ha... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Okay, so this is my first blog. It will be public. I decided to make this account because I've previously publicly journaled on a discord server with dear close childhood friends. Recently I was made aware of this site by my new but already very dear friend and brother Jasper. I do quite like writing and this will probably provide me with an easily accessible and immediate(hopefully!) way to journ... » Continue Reading
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