3/23/25

 I can’t believe any of this is happening. Life is supremely strange. I have 40 children, I’m in a post-whatever band performing in Tokyo in 2 weeks and I’m married to my gay wife now.

 Someone I love is acting strange but I don’t know, I have a feeling everything will work out. I have to fire my friend from the band, he won’t read this and you won’t tell him I hope. When we make it back from Tokyo, things will be crazy but I know we’ll weather the whirlwind. 

 The first single from the record is due to release in a week. All that work, finally coming to fruition. I think I might hopefully finally get into the advanced class for Muay Thai :)! I love my gym and my Kru. I’ve been taking music theory classes from Dave Hernandez of Wince. He’s awesome, very kind and fun to work with. I love music. I love my friends so much. I never thought I’d have all these nice things and people in my life. Things are hard but worth it. I think we’ll do beautiful things with our music and help change the world for the better. I’m currently doing ubereats with Cris after work to save up as much money for Japan, I’m assistant manager at Syndicate now and I’m in charge of developing the menu. Hell…all the seasonal drinks on the menu are my drinks now haha. 

 I can’t wait to be in my new Chinese jacket smoking blueberry menthol cigarettes and drinking Toki Hiballs in Golden Gai after performing. I can’t wait for unlimited lemonsours and moon-ja in Kabukicho. Maybe Cris and I will each get a girlfriend haha! Maybe in this nightmarish place, you gotta’ stay free and stay mad. Absolutely mad like hot dandelion joy when you spread absurd love wherever you may go! 

I’ll try to write more just so busy. La la la I love you all.