12/13/24 prayers to the future

The year is drawing nearer to an end. I didn’t ask to be born, to be here. I didn’t want to be a burden and I think these days people look up to me or enjoy my friendship which is a new feeling for me. I feel the weight of responsibility. Things are being fulfilled, paths of destiny are being woven and funnelled towards an inevitable future. Next year will certainly be strange and rife with adventure. I hope I start writing more beautiful music for the next album, even if it’s just grains of sand against the ocean of time. Even if the sun explodes I’ll keep going. I hope my marriage goes well and is a celebration of peace and harmony. I hope I see my friends again and we live freely together. I hope our journey to Japan is fruitful and burns the ghosts of memory into time. I hope I meet beautiful women(it’s ok I think Cris has a girlfriend now haha) that enrich my life and form a good relationship with maybe just one of them. I hope I do lots of LSD and fly through the astral planes in search of Gnosis to better liberate the consciousness of my fellow man. I hope I figure out a second job that doesn’t suck. I hope we finally release this album and make music videos. I hope the world finds peace.