I used to feel it a lot but now that I’m busy again with everything, I feel even worse because of the people around me and how they’re just so much more better than me I’m considering right now to just go to the railway and sit there till yk what, I’m tired and I just want to sleep forever and never ever wake up cause I’m just a shitty person nobody knows about but just my first name » Continue Reading
There was a pretty sunset today ig, I never posted anything related to marching band but 2day I js feel alone? Left out? Why? I always been like this idk, but today is just hitting me differently today My section which are the saxophones are playing separately w/o me which they always have but since I’m the only alto sax player they’re the ones who are playing my main parts that I for some reason ... » Continue Reading
Okay so THE PHOTO that was fucking taken during marching band last week omg THEY SERIOUSLY COULD’VE TAKEN PHOTO OF ANY OTHER FUCKING SAXOPHONE BUT ME And oh lord I LOOK ASS FUCKING ASS, I’m not uploading the photo onto this blog since I srsly look like a piece of shit Why didn’t they delete it if they’re professionals, SO LIKE the way I look like is that I have my fucking front teeth put like a u... » Continue Reading
Here’s a photo of the cookies I got last Monday , I don’t think I’ll be getting the cookies for this week or next week cuz the flavors don’t really seem good :( But I LOVED the cookies from last week! I kept ordering the Oreo cookies A LOT took a bite of one and took the Oreo off of one :3 I did not like the pumpkin one and didn’t eat it xd » Continue Reading
Im in school rn outside for gym and oh my gosh, I’m in love with me crush SMMMM even though she also has a crush which she talking 2 rn I STILL CANT GET OVER HER, it’s been over 1 year and gosh she gets finer each day, I just wish she knew how much I loved her and when will she realize that I only get nervous and quiet around her? At least she’s in my life that’s all that matters » Continue Reading
On the bus and going back home after marching band, we won first place on the 3rd ranking yyayayay Anywho here’s a photo on the ride back, surprisingly no traffic which I hoped there would’ve been » Continue Reading
I’m at school and it’s not even 10am yet and I’m already feeling sick and awful , what I mean by that is that everyone is so much better than me by looks and actives while me? I’m just a kid in band who looks like a piece of garbage all the time and a pile of junk, fat , ugly, greasy hair, in baggy pants that fit me , I can’t even cover up the fact that I’m fat. I went to go pick up my cousin tha... » Continue Reading