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Music gives me the desire to live
Category: Music
I live to listen to bright positive tracks so far its the only thing that gives me pleasure:: » Continue Reading
Vins
"сплю по жизни "
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how to get rid of it. I'm afraid
Category: Life
Fuck, fuck, fuck. I'm burying myself more and more. Im a piece of crap. For a week, I just lay around doing nothing. I didnt have the energy to wash my hair or even clean up, most of the time I wsd asleep, and it seems like that was the best thing I coulf do. Sleeping is comfortable. But when Im not sleeping, anxiety, fatigue, and gloom take over completely. I have no goals. Theres nothing at all ... » Continue Reading
I'm not afraid of being alone. Probably.
Category: Friends
Fuck. I have no friends. Maybe it's for the best? Let me explain. I have an online friend. She just stopped texting me, I understand it might have been one of those bad periods when she needed to be alone. And I endured it. I endured for half a year. She texted very rarely and didn't respond to my questions even though I tried to keep the conversation going. Maybe we are no longer friends, I don't » Continue Reading
skipping school
Category: School, College, University
Today I missed or skipped school. Let me explain. I gave my teacher a note from my parent saying that I wouldn't be going to school today, but she said I don't need your excuses to be at school. I didn't go to school anyway. She started messaging my parent asking 'Why isn’t your child in class?' 'Today is a school day.' My parent didn’t respond to this, and I think tomorrow I’ll have to deal with ... » Continue Reading
I love street
Category: Life
The day turned out to be pretty good, I guess. School is okay, things are fine at home. I'm tired of the routine. Today I spent three hours just walking around my neighborhood and the neighboring one. It's already dark and cold outside, but it was so nice. I want to walk along the alleys between the houses all night long, because there's no one there, it's empty and quiet, dark, beautiful. Unfortu... » Continue Reading
Post #003 about hating school
Category: School, College, University
Yo bro. I can't focus in class. It sucks when a lot of people can just calmly solve problems at home, but my hands shake and I can't think. Seriously, god. At home it's somewhat manageable with music. In class, headphones are banned, so people can shout and disturb while you’re trying to write. I don't get the educ » Continue Reading
School lessons are useless
Category: School, College, University
Ugh, I hate school. Sounds kind of overused, right? I don't care. Most of the school program won't be useful to me. Who will I be? An animator. Right now I'm learning to make animations in programs and mastering them, plus I go to art school. Essentially, I'm gaining knowledge for my future profession at home an » Continue Reading
I hate everyone
Category: School, College, University
Oh my god. I can't cope with my studies. Today was terrible, even though the classes weren't difficult. I'm sick of having to study subjects I won't have to pass in exams. Why do I need chemistry or biology or history? Maybe some of them will be useful in real life, but it's unlikely, but still, why bother? For my profession, I'll have to take literature and core subjects and that's it! And even l... » Continue Reading
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I don't deserve to live
Category: Life
I was supposed to die back in August. I was supposed to die in April. a year or two ago. maybe three or four. It al » Continue Reading
Help, I don't know
Category: Life
I feel sick. Every day is the same, four walls, offices, bed. I used to spend a lot of time walking to get rid of loneliness. It didn't help at all, everything is the same, it's a nightmare. I want to get away from the usual stuff. Suggest something or I'm going to lose it. » Continue Reading
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getting sick and going to school
Category: School, College, University
я ненавижу это. Я заболела в самом начале года причем на больничный я пойти не могу. это расстраивает... придется сидеть на уроках и чихать ужас, я бы сама этого не хотела. у нас сейчас в школе идет какая-то эпидемия и очень много народа болеет. я плачу. не хочу туда ходить и делать уроки зачем оно мне когда я капаю капли для носа и умирают от соплей » Continue Reading
School fucked up
Category: School, College, University
Хочу послать всех нахуй там просто. У меня нет ни слов ни сил, ничего нет. боже я устала от одноклассников и учителей, не всех конечно, есть хорошие, АДЕКВАТНЫЕ, но большинство из них это полный кошмар. Моя учительница » Continue Reading