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o yeah heres a dni i guess
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i forgot i totally never did one of these, so here it is now ig a big fat NO to: racists (especially zionists, ky$! ( ๑>ᴗ » Continue Reading
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i hate my fucking dad
Category: Life
psat scores just came in and i tried to tell my dad about it and i hate him so fucking much. i told him i got a 1090, which is higher than the state average and he didnt even care. i was really proud of it because my grades have been bad, and it kind of felt like the test was proving that i wasnt actually stupid but all he told me was to get my grades up and then hed be happy. obviously hes allowe... » Continue Reading
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im not special anymore
Category: Life
i dont know what to do so im crying again. i started living in my living room so now i feel even more exposed. i started with a new therapist but i wont be seeing her again for two weeks so this is all i have. im just really tired of feeling like nobody. i used to be really smart, and it was kind of the only thing i had going for me. i liked drawing, but i wasnt good at it, but i could at least fe... » Continue Reading
almost passed out during first period
Category: Life
i almost passed the fuck out during first period today cuz i had to do this dumbass recitation and NO ONE was okay during it i left the room after i did mine to go puke and there were people legit crying in the bathroom over this one fucking recitation :sob: it wasnt even like a hard recitation it was just fucking enchanted with magic that gives people panic attacks i am too awesome for this let m... » Continue Reading
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i dont wanna die
Category: Life
im snotting all over my keyboard right now but i really dont want to die. i know i say it all the time that i hate everyone, but its not true, i love everyone in my life so much and i want everyone to be happy so badly. i want to give up so bad but i know i dont really want to. the world wont be the same without me, but the world will be exactly the same. the universe is the way it is now because ... » Continue Reading
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i really wish i never existed
Category: Life
im so tired of everything, the world is so tiring. school started again, and i missed a bunch because i was sick. im failing four classes, and the year only just started. my mom keeps getting on my ass about it, even though im working as hard as i can. surprise, but you telling me that im failing doesnt magically make me passing. i know its really hard and annoying for her, but i honestly dont car... » Continue Reading
my parents dont buy food
Category: Life
im crying in bed right nw and i dont know what to do i don't know hwy im such a fucking crybaby but i cant do anything else. im really hungry but my parents never buy enough food so im eating the same things every day and im tired of eating out of cans i feel like im gonna throw up. i wanna go to the store and get food but my dad doesn't really care and my mom is out of town at work. theres a boar... » Continue Reading
poem ab my depression pit
Category: Writing and Poetry
Rats and Roaches I hear them crawling in the walls, Scurrying on the floors in the halls, It doesn't matter what I say, They'll never leave, they won't go away. I see them now, every day, With eyes of black and fur of gray, I watch them scuttle across the floor, There's nothing I can do anymore. I can feel them creeping into my bed, Scratching at my feel and biting my head, I try my best to shoo t... » Continue Reading
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poem about friends
Category: Writing and Poetry
Brain Dead Explosion If I were to list the things I hate We'd be here all day, I find you utterly repulsive, In each and every way. Your words are nothing but meaningless drivel, Everything you say killing my mind, Though I suppose if I lacked what you do, I'd do so in kind. There's a special kind of hatred I feel for you, One that can only be described as dread, Whenever your presence is known to... » Continue Reading
its about spectacle
Category: Writing and Poetry
The One to Blame The truth is murky and far off, And no one feels the shame, But I know the truth, though you may scoff, I know who is to blame. The world is full of liars, They get away with it through fame, But you can trust me, this is dire, I know who is to blame. These people are pure failures, Can't even say their names, But I know what I'm doing, I know who is to blame. The cruel injustice ... » Continue Reading
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poem about sa
Category: Writing and Poetry
Weeping Lily There is a flower in the deep of the woods By the name of Weeping Lily, she sits in her pond, grounded by vines, And all the creatures loved her dearly. A fox wandered into the forest one day, Leaping over branches and weaving through the trees, He stopped at the pond for a crisp drink, Where he heard the lily weep. Up from the water he drew his face, Eyes feasting upon her elegant fo... » Continue Reading
poem ab being sick.. oeoeo X_X (also maybe a little ab depression but wtv)
Category: Writing and Poetry
It Always Spreads The burns are spreading over every part of my body, Consuming my flesh as I writhe in agony, I can feel it kickstart the process of rotting, Turning my blood into honey. There is no fire, only the burns, Cutting my life short as I am helpless, It is heating up my tissue as it churns, Trimming away whatever it deems excess. It's worse now, the burns have grown on you, They are lap... » Continue Reading