i hate my fucking dad

psat scores just came in and i tried to tell my dad about it and i hate him so fucking much. i told him i got a 1090, which is higher than the state average and he didnt even care. i was really proud of it because my grades have been bad, and it kind of felt like the test was proving that i wasnt actually stupid but all he told me was to get my grades up and then hed be happy. obviously hes allowed to be upset about my grades, but im so sick of that being all he brings up when i talk about school. he tried to go back and say that he was happy but he couldnt even do that right without making me feel like a fucking moron. i dont care if you say your happy, if the first thing you say is that its not good enough thats all im going to hear. sometimes i really wish something bad would happen to him, but then id have to move and i think i would probably kms. idek why im writing this, im done i guess