SO after I don't even know how long (a couple of months I think) I'M BACK and I feeeeelllll not the best. I mean I feel better than I usually do because I actually started to hangout with friends..like consistently.. I know finally I'm hanging out with friends more regularly for the first time at 17 almost 18 years old, but hey better late than never or whatever ^^; that being said I feel generall... » Continue Reading
Just a dump of some of my art Some sonadow doodles :3 I headcanon that Shadow needs glasses so ye some ocs I might ramble about their universe in a later blog idk (except for the full body,, that's one of my friend's ocs) » Continue Reading
I'm like so out of it today,, I went outside to feed my dogs and one of the puppies my dog, Nugget, had died and I just can't really focus on anything anymore. It was the runt of the litter and since there were about 10 it was really likely that it wouldn't make it but it still hit hard especially because I was the one who had to deal with the body. At first it didn't hit me until I went to let my... » Continue Reading
I need to yap about graffiti to someone soooo y'all are the audience for my rambling. I was driving around the town (to the store) and while waiting for a train to pass by I realized how little graffiti was on the train which is INSANE because what is the best spot for tagging and graffiti THAN trains?? And on the way back I was looking around and there was a lack of anything notable. So I think I... » Continue Reading
Hai hai >/// < it's been a couple of months since I've last posted a blog entry... or anything for that matter -_-;; I've been pretty busy with school (and several breakdowns) BUT I'm back for a while! To distract myself from school and general unpleasant thoughts I've been rewatching a couple of animes and watching a few new ones. rn I'm rewatching OHSHC and checking out Quiquintessential Quintup... » Continue Reading
TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY AND IT WAS PRETTY GOOD!!! Ok so did I have an essay to write for English first thing in the morning? Yes. Did I have a quiz for college algebra right after lunch? Yes. BUT I still had such a fun day cause one of the perks of your birthday falling on a school day is the being able to see all of your friends!! I can't believe I'm 17 now.. like.. this is crazy. I feel so adult lik... » Continue Reading
Well Trump won the election and now I need to leave immediately. I need to get out of the South and the US as a whole. This fucking sucks cause I don't have a car, I don't know who to go to because I need to be able to go to a person who wouldn't out me and will take care of me. I have a bit of money saved up and that might take me out of here but I don't know how long it'll last. I'll wait until ... » Continue Reading
Dude this election is going to make me leave this country. For context I'm I the US and the two options rn are "have your rights for like 4 years until the Republicans will try even harder and may even start a civil war" or "your rights are gone, I'm turning this into a dictatorship, and I'm making this place into a living hell for anyone who isn't rich, white, neurotypical, able-bodied, cis, and ... » Continue Reading
I can't wait until I go off to college,, I'm sick and tired of everything I fuck up be blasted up 10 fold because of my mom's temper. I'm sick of being either yelled at or ignored 24/7. I'm sick of constantly being deadnamed and having my name be treated like it's some stupid taboo shit. I'm sick of not being able to experience what a normal teen does. I only have the rest of this year and next sc... » Continue Reading
Sooo I apologized to my mom today and she said she accepted the apology so ig time will only tell how she'll act now ┐( ̄ヘ ̄)┌ BUT on a different note! I'm reading American Psycho and OH MY GOODNESS I LOVE IT SM SO FAR (≧▽≦) Like I'm going into this book COMPLETELY blind and my god Bateman's a freak in the worst and best sense of the word.. i absolutely adore how just hypocritical his is a... » Continue Reading
Yk honestly don't know how I'm doing mentally and emotionally.. I mean like I flip flop between being happy, sad, ect but I just feel like I'm not fully there ig. I'm kinda lonely, exhausted, tired, and constantly overwhelmed by everything. I feel pathetic for it but I don't know how I'm doing... Uhhhgg maybe I should just call everything short,, I doubt that anyone would actually care I'm just ti... » Continue Reading
This was originally just going to be a bulletin but I thought it was a little too long so I'ma make it a mini life update post instead :P ANYWAYS I'm like 4-5 weeks into school and man it's going to be long- I'm taking 3 AP classes plus college algebra and I know that it's going to be the death of me (≧ヘ≦;) I'm already soooo tiiirred but they're challenging in a fun way.. like taking these clas... » Continue Reading