Can't wait to move out

I can't wait until I go off to college,, I'm sick and tired of everything I fuck up be blasted up 10 fold because of my mom's temper. I'm sick of being either yelled at or ignored 24/7. I'm sick of constantly being deadnamed and having my name be treated like it's some stupid taboo shit. I'm sick of not being able to experience what a normal teen does. I only have the rest of this year and next school year then I'm out and I can assure all of you that I'm ready to go. If I'm being totally honest I was contemplating running away to a different place but the only thing is that I didn't have anyone to go to ig cause I didn't want to burden my friends and I didn't want to stay with my dad because although he's a wonderful guy and my step family is also pretty good I just can't do it. If I run away I don't want to be surrounded by family. Maybe it's stupid but I just want to live somewhere different with different people and with new experiences. I'm sure that this will come with college ig.