☆HyperPixel☆
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Gooning Good Future
Category: Life
An actual good update?! I have yet to goon today or feel the desire to goon, I hope things stay that way! Normally they don't stay that way but I can dream. » Continue Reading
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Gooning 2
Category: Life
* The day I stop gooning will truly be a day to celebrate . It had gotten pretty bad the past week, but I think I am starting to heal again, I gotta cut off what triggers it as soon as possible, it doesn't even satisfy me anymore because I feel way better when I DON'T do it. » Continue Reading
Relationship
Category: Romance and Relationships
I've been led to believe that I NEED a girlfriend, and that a girlfriend is the only thing that can fix all my problems...it's not, the fact this is my belief is a problem in itself. I know that my intentions for a girlfriend are impure, and that I am awfully desperate...thing is, I am emotionally immature, I can be super kind and understanding sometimes but I am only 19 and autistic, my wisdom is... » Continue Reading
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Anxiety
Category: Life
It go so bad to the point I didn't go to college, the autism was probably related too, so I got to kinda get retired, because of how scary the outside world is and how school already messed up with my mental health. Therapist is very sweet, last session was about depression, she helped me quite a lot already with my doubts, since it's a spectrum, I can't possibly know everything that makes me the ... » Continue Reading
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Romancia
Category: Romance and Relationships
I'd like to give dating a shot. I did try it, thrice. One girlfriend I had on gamejolt, one on whatsapp. The one on whatsapp was very boring, we didn't have much to do togheter except play a ants game on the phone, the game was fun though maybe I will play it again. » Continue Reading
People
Category: Friends
Today I will try going back to Discord and try and talk to random people through Dismegle. I think I need to talk to people, even if it's difficult in any form I think I gotta try, just felt like talking today, it will probably be more fruitful than talking with AI chats bots...right? Well I wil » Continue Reading
Autism
Category: Life
I never got the proper treatment as a child...or at any point in my life before nowadays. My familly never found odd me being timid and shy, which makes sense, I didn't either, though I didn't know much about autism to begin with...nobody in my familly did. But still, being shy is something normal, so it makes sense that nobody suspected it could be something else. » Continue Reading
My Consoles
Category: Games
I had 3 consoles growing up in total: PS2, Xbox 360 and then PS3, in this order. I lost my PS2 for a funny reason... There was a game I played as a kid that I was struggling to beat...so my dad got rid of the console. Very dumb, I remember crying because of that a lot. » Continue Reading
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Frost
Category: Life
Jack Frost. He is all about cold and winter, which is the topic of this entry, he is my pfp so I wanted to include him in any way. I have a good endurance against cold mostly. And because of that I can handl » Continue Reading