Fuck. I let go of two people I've known for years about two months ago. I'm doing my best not to regret it, but today is just one of those days where you're washing dishes and a bunch of bullshit begins to flood your mind as dirty soap water circles the drain. It's like my own brain is trying to start shit with me by s » Continue Reading
I've been doing my best to become more active, but I don't know if its the weather or my brain that's not letting me do it as often as I would like. I felt great when I did it the other day. I went biking and then for a walk for my siblings. I felt like I actually accomplished something and for a brief moment felt good about my body. I've also been trying to have more self control when it comes to... » Continue Reading
I finally made some art. Well...I made a custom trinket phone case for myself and one for my friend. I also made a small embroidered patch of a strawberry Sonny Angel. I also started writing a book and writing poetry (I'm keeping both private for now). I also began playing my ukulele a little bit more. It kinda sucks though because I don't have my calluses anymore so it kinda hurts to play for a p... » Continue Reading
It's almost gonna be a year since I've started working at my current job/hospital and its has been both a blessing and a curse. A blessing because this place has me working from 5am til 1pm (I used to work from 8pm to 7am and it ruined both my mind and body) and a curse because now I have the whoooole rest of the day to do whatever I want. I often times feel so guilty not doing anything and just p... » Continue Reading