i love listenin to scenecore even tho its really bad bcs the musics are all the same and talk about the same shit and most of them romanticize anorexic shit and drugs and sh. i still like the vibe and the loud beats tho, but it fucks my mind :p » Continue Reading
i got a job like 1 month ago and im happy about it and even tho the job is super boring they pay me well at least! now i can buy stuff and help ma mom w some stuff cus we are a bit broke XD » Continue Reading
idk why she looks so mad w me just bcs i made a blog sayin shit like of course im sayin shit nobody knows me here so i can say whatever i want and if u mad about it just block me and dont come here on ma profile :p i aint tryin to be "edgy" cus i dont even kno what this means exactly im just ventingggggggggg oh my god » Continue Reading
I HATE HER SO MUCH OMG I HATE HER SO DAMN MUCH I WISH I COULD RIP HER SKIN OF AND STAB HER 87 TIMES IN HER STOMACH AND EAT HER FUCKIN GUTS IN FRONT OF THAT MOTHER FUCKER » Continue Reading
gosh i wish i could kill that girl like for real. i hate her i hate everything about her. she's always tryin to get some attention and keeps doing things like "look im so sad look im always suffering" like GIRL GO AND FUCKING KILL YOURSELF ALREADY. I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR BEING LIKE THIS, YOU ARE FUCKIN RUINING MY LIFE. I FUCKING HATEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU » Continue Reading
so i have this spotify playlist that i made and im always listening to it when im feeling bad as shit even tho this songs make me feel even worse i love themmmmmm https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5IlweBhwaFmEoaNoQBnOTv?si=8af336d203be4db6&pt=6aba602f2fc12361622f5835fb1eb366 this is the playlist, if u want to just go and check it out cus its really good but it makes me feel like cuttin myself » Continue Reading
i dunno like my life is going well now yk is like REALLY GOING WELL because like last year it was so fucking bad bro i was always cuttin myself i was going to psychiatrist and psychologist and taking meds and stuff and now im like okay BUT IM ALWAYS FINDING SOMETHING TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD BRO LIKE every fuckin night im feeling bad as shit with NO FUCKIN REASON and i just dont understand and sometime... » Continue Reading
im lost, but in my own life. i dont trust anybody and not even myself. i dont trust in what i think about other people and i dont trust on them either and i cant stand this anymore. i am in a place where i cant find peace and the only feeling that i got is about being alone, im always feeling alone even tho i have people in my life, as i said before, i dont trust on them and thats why ill die alon... » Continue Reading
im a 100% my bf is cheating on me and i even know who is but there's nothing i can do about it cuz i have such a strong emotional dependence on him and he also KNOWS how to manipulate me. i feel like a helpless dumb dog and i wanna fucking kill this guy, like, for real. i wanna kill him and fucking eat his flesh because I HATE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE BEING LIKE THIS I HA... » Continue Reading
i have the same problem as my mom, i can't express love . so there's this person who i date and im making this person sad because i dont know how to show love because MY way to express love is different from the usual way. im tried and im trying really hard but how can i do this if I'm scared? im scared asf of this person and i dont know whyy...!!! and to make everything even worse os the fact is... » Continue Reading
I WONT STOP UNTIL I GET BETTER I WONT AND UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM JUST WRITTING WHAT IM FEELING BECAUSE IM SO DAMN ANGRY. PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS MAKING ME FEEL GUILTY EVEN THO I DID NOTHING I DID NOTHING WRONG!!!!!!!!!! AM I WRONG FOR BEING WORRIED OR SAD?!?!??! IM NOT WRONG FOR HAVE FEELINGS. SO WHY PEOPLE KEEP BLAMIMNG ME?!2!@?!@? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY. » Continue Reading