I feel kind of lonely. I doubt a lot of my friends even like me or they just feel bad for me, I can hardly believe someone genuinely likes being my friend. I’m really loud and joyful on the outside but I feel like I act like that because no one will like me or want to be my friend if I act like I want to sometime. Sometimes I just want to be quiet and exist in my own world. Sometimes I just want e... » Continue Reading
I guess sometimes I feel lonely and kind of lost of where my direction of life will go. I’m going to College but not the one that I wanted to attend I have a psychologist but it’s very recently that I started seeing her so I don’t feel the confidence to tell her what I feel deeply inside of me, just not comfortable enough to do so yet. Sometimes I like my friends and sometimes I hate them or I ju... » Continue Reading
Like any other teen,the topic of love and relationships navigate my mind on a daily basis.I really want to have a nice 'teenage romance' and go on dates,have cute matching bracelets,go to prom and all of those other cutesy things but I feel like im more of a long term relationship type of gal.Many have the idea that teen love is just a relationship thats untill highschool and you part ways with th... » Continue Reading
I have been looking into colleges since I do plan on continuing to study and major in computer science.In reality,i want to do research psychology soooooo bad but i would literally go crazy.Like I would'nt stop until I discover something that blows my mind and I go from psychologist to psychopath like full on tweaking,eye twitching and everything.I also want to do activist-journalism but people I ... » Continue Reading