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Category: Life
i love yearning men. if i were a man, id yearn all the time. i love me a sad emotional man. i have a boy like that in my class. all he ever does in class is sit and have that sad look in his eyes. not even in a loser way. when the teachers talk to him, he blinks up softly and replies in a gentle, low tone. THATS what id strive to be as a man. he has amazing music taste too. if he isnt yearning in ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i LOOOVEE sleeping. i could sleep all day. i usually sleep 10-13 hours a day and i wish i could do more. i love thinking about things before falling asleep. i love being wrapped in my warm blanket and i love waking up being surrounded by my warm, soft bed. i wish i could sleep more. i dont ever force myself to stay awake, why would i? if my body is telling me to sleep, then i will do so. i put all... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i used to have this with hallucinations when i was about 12 years old. i was really into those edgy deepweb videos back in the day, and i was genuinely convinced that a tall shadowy figure was stalking me at night. and every night, hed come a little closer to my bed. and that guy that everyone sees in their dreams? i saw that guy IN REAL LIFE. staring at me from the corner of my fucking room. and ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
do yall ever get the intense feeling that youre about to die? like at night, are you afraid that youre going to die in your sleep? i have this ALL the time. i used to believe that if you think about something too hard, too vividly, it will come true. and thats why i was so scared of dying because i kept thinking about dying in my sleep. i told my mom about it and she just said its because im extre... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i was thinking about how some people want their ashes spread in the sea or like in a field or something and it got me wondering how I wanted to die. i understand the meaning behind spreading your ashes or planting a seed on your grave, its to give back to nature, and i want to do something similar to that. not entirely the same though, i feel like just throwing my ashes away into some body of wate... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I want a baby SOOO bad yall its driving me insane. the amount of baby fever and post-partum videos i have saved is unbelievable. i already have everything ready. id be a GREAT mother. i religiously watch those post partum or delivery videos where mothers give advice to other upcoming mothers about what to do and how to make the delivery go smoother as if im about to pop a baby out any day now. hon... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i hate the genre of people who force you to consume a piece of media they really, really like. like YOU might like it, doesnt mean I have to. and talking about it is fine, but forcing me to watch the entire thing? ESPECIALLY those kpop girls. im not talking about all kpop stans ever, i know a few normal ones but theres just those kpop stans who will sit me down, make me stop my music, switch it to... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
do any of yall have people who you just understand a bit TOO much. like they say the most cringe things ever but you honestly get the thought process behind it. like i get what joke youre trying to make and honestly i wouldve made it too but the fact that im SEEING it with my own eyes irks me. i just hate people i see myself in. does that make sense. like i KNOW that im fucking weird but seeing pe... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
people who obsess over relationships and sex all the time are so fucking annoying. like when youre not in a relationship thats all you ever complain about and when a man even comes close to you thats all you talk about. its SOOO fucking annoying. how can your only two used sentences be "omg i miss my man" and "guess what me and my man did". like i fucking KNOW what you and your shrivelled up funky... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i wanna be a jester SO BAD. like i want to dress up in their goofy little outfits with that spikey hat with little bells on it and shoes that curve up. i wanna walk around without making any noise and just make super dramatic facial expressions like a mime. or like, maybe a clown. with the dramatic make up and clothing. yk? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i wanna be a jester SO BAD. like i want to dress up in their goofy little outfits with that spikey hat with little bells on it and shoes that curve up. i wanna walk around without making any noise and just make super dramatic facial expressions like a mime. or like, maybe a clown. with the dramatic make up and clothing. yk? » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
i fucking HATE my best friends new bf. shes always with HIM and never with me and sure i can hang out with my other friends during lunch n stuff but i dont want to talk to those people i want to talk to HER. i want to be with HER and i dont want that stupid white boy taking away MY best friend. im not in love with her but like i could be so much better than that boy who DOESNT EVEN CARE ABOUT HER ... » Continue Reading
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