my funeral

i was thinking about how some people want their ashes spread in the sea or like in a field or something and it got me wondering how I wanted to die. i understand the meaning behind spreading your ashes or planting a seed on your grave, its to give back to nature, and i want to do something similar to that. not entirely the same though, i feel like just throwing my ashes away into some body of water would do me a disservice. i just dont like the idea of returning to nature. i mean, im not JUST nature yall. i thought i could give back to humanity, not just nature. and of course you can do that by being remembered, but whats the chance that youre going to be so famous that humanity as a whole remembers you? and i honestly dont see the point in my family members or friends remembering me, theyll die too and my memory will die with them and then ill just be some old grave one day a hundred years into the future. isnt being human to be forgotten? i mean, how many humans can you name? you cant name EVERY human whos ever lived. all these people are technically forgotten. and i dont think id mind that. if you were to try and think of every human that has ever existed, the only thing youd be certain of is that theyre human. youre not sure if theyre male or female or if theyre black or white. just human. and i want to be remembered as just that, human. i want to be buried, but i want to be namelessly buried. just a stone, maybe. so my potential grandchildren can visit me, yknow? and if i dont have any family or friends that want to visit me when i die, then just throw my corpse into an indian jungle or something. not balmed or anything. yall is this too corny.