besties bf

i fucking HATE my best friends new bf. shes always with HIM and never with me and sure i can hang out with my other friends during lunch n stuff but i dont want to talk to those people i want to talk to HER. i want to be with HER and i dont want that stupid white boy taking away MY best friend. im not in love with her but like i could be so much better than that boy who DOESNT EVEN CARE ABOUT HER OMGGG!! but she doesnt see that bc shes so stupidly in love with that clown its RIDICULOUS!! i hope he breaks up with her and she gets so sad that she comes back to ME and spends time with ME and so we can be together again. she doesnt even let me come over anymore because her BOYFRIEND is over! can you believe that?? shes choosing some stupid boy shes known for two months over her best friend of 7 YEARS!! ive always been there for her and she does THIS?? and i dont hate HER, i could NEVER hate her just i dont want her with other people that often. it makes me want to cry. i dont want to tell her bc i dont want to seem like a fucking creep. i need advice on how to cope with this bc its eating alive from the inside out.