I need something to believe in without making someone mad, I need something to thank I need something to show gratitude I need to know theres something out there silently guiding me, or atleast I need something to believe is if that makes sense. It just feels like I need to thank something for the fact I'm alive and no it cant be myself cause....well I'm literally slowly killing myself so thats no... » Continue Reading
So I applied to work at my little town dollar store, and the girl I asked if they were hiring said to send in application and then call a while later and ask for Marlow, that was about 3 weeks ago, which I had to wait a week later to finally be able to do the application sense my laptop had broken, I sent in the application and its been a little over a week later, google says wait 1 to 2 weeks bef... » Continue Reading
So, I have a big fear of death, I only recently came to terms with it after rejecting it sense middle school and basically threating myself that I'd kill myself before anything or anyone else could, to anyone thinking thats odd I'm not sure I agree but its definitely not stable. But has anyone ever been told what death is like? what its like to feel life start slipping, does it hurt? is the last s... » Continue Reading
for starters I suck at the layout shit, or more specifically my own layout stuff, so heres just like some ideas for anyone who is talented and capable and fabulous enough for that stuff *Rain drops, instead of like stars falling over the screen rain drops, I'm sure someones made it but I cant find it and its still a good idea. *like an 80s style fantacy layout, its beautiful why cant I find it. id... » Continue Reading