i am in love. and this time isnt a fictional character or a voice software or a famous man... its someone i know and talk to on my daily basis. it's the PRINCIPAL of my school. DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW DUMB AND STUOUD THAT IS?!?!?? how can someone be this dumb!! he is married, has 2 kids and obviously doesnt care about me.... my friends have been making fun of me because of thus and that is totally v... » Continue Reading
HELLO!!!!!!!!! i know i havent posted in a while but thats because im finally happy and i used to use this account just to vent and be sad, but now im finally happy. medication has helped me a lot, and happy because of it and yes!!! love it!!!! great things came and are coming, god always has something better for us.... he truly does. this is just a short actualization, so yeah... here it is » Continue Reading
gosh i know i havent posted for awhile, but im just so depressed and so many things are happening it doesnt make me want to write or do anything at all. ill do a quick recap of everything and then i dont know vent or some shit told therapist about suicide psiquiatra por suicide got on meds now taking meds meds dont work i cant sleep new med, now can sleep now sleep too much and i still wanna kms, ... » Continue Reading
one day a friend said to me "Im attached to you because you’re hella different than other people I met. Im not used to you at all that’s why I like you so much" and that stucked on me, i always think about that. it is probably the most meaningful thing anyone has said to me. i feel awful when i think about that moment, because i just went basically went speechless, even if that meant the world to ... » Continue Reading
HELLO MY DEAR CYBERNETIC PEOPLE!!! today was very very very good! sooo, we gonna make one entry just about today because we need happiness in this blog mannn i stayed at home because i had a tummy ache so i got to do everything i like alllllllllllllllllllllll day! i slept a lot, it was great... when i woke up i stayed in bed more, then i did make myself a tea in my beautiful gregory house mug... ... » Continue Reading
SO many things have been happening and ive been SO depressed that ive been not writing anything!!!! so, this is gonna be long (if i dont give up)!!! but wait! good things also happen!! birthday was great, got presents and went to museum and then was with friend, love friend!! I LOVE THE BEATLES THEY MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST EVER I WATCHED THE A HARD DAYS NIGHT MOVIE AND HAD SO MUCH FUN OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!... » Continue Reading
soooo, i went to the quince party.. like 4 days ago but im just now making an entry bc yeahhhh!! first of all, agus and cande were also there, so that was great. i talked about scott pilgrim and i realized im more of a loser than i thought i was.. i danced because i like to dance and yeah i tried ot enjoy myself in general.. it was nice i think. i brought only 4 ibuprofenos, i ended up taking them... » Continue Reading
today im going to a 15 oh goshhhhhh i hate it i dont actually want to go im so so so sad goshhhhhhh i hope robin stays awake a lot so we can talk while im there or something idk.... i hate going out i want to stay at home aeireijrif but well ill try to ???????????? idk............ill tell you when i come back » Continue Reading
ibuprofeno quite helps. makes me clear my mind and forget about shit that i dont like so its great, not great for my body but welllllll doesnt really matter, im gonna die some way!!! nothing much has been happening other than that. continued watching twd (cried a lot, calitox meant the world to me) and continued rewatching house. i dont really have much to say... i jsut wanted to update!!!!! hi r... » Continue Reading
heyheyhey, havent posted here in a while!!! nope, i did not met someone who just came back from serving as a doctor in the war and who is willing to follow me in all adventures... sad.. guess i'll just talk about some shit that's been happening!! suicidal thoughts are something... ig... i dont wanna talk about it much, i prefer to just ignore that ykyk!!! some good things are happening tho!!! got ... » Continue Reading