I've been trying and applying everywhere, and no one wants to take me, and what's worse is my family is pressuring me too, saying I'm not taking it seriously, but I am, I'm trying. They always compare me to my niece, who is two days older than I am, saying she's more successful than I am in terms of getting a job, getting her own car and house. It's not fair it's not fair that I was depressed and ... » Continue Reading
yesterday was the first time in a while since I said I hated my body in front of my mum, I even cried. I said to her after all these years that I hated my body, I hated the way I looked the fat on me the stretch marks I hated everything, and I know that parents do this when they say "But I think you're beautiful and no one is perfect" I hate that. I hate how they say that every single time and I h... » Continue Reading
So idk if I should go to the doctor for this but my right ear sometimes makes a really weird sound if I hear loud noises. it kinda sounds like when you have a speaker and that weird sound if the foam in it is messed up (idk how to explain it lol) I don't know if it would be tinnitus or not, I just want to know if it a srs thing that I should go see someone about that's all◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜ » Continue Reading
I found out recently that my ex' nan is sadly not going to be around longer and his mum asked if I wanted to go see her. My ex lives with her so I would be around her all the time and she is such a caring woman, but I don't want to go to his place and make it awkward yk? I haven't been with him for about a year now but I still feel like I'd go insane if I saw him, since I fall in luv pretty quickl... » Continue Reading