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how strange it is to be anything at all
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I didn't even miss him until yesterday. but everything came crashing down. it all hit at once. I'm seriously across the country from him and I'll probably never see him again. we were toxic but fuck he loved me. filled my water bottle every night. he always washed my body in the shower. we did drugs together, he always made sure I was okay. he made me start eating again. even when everyone was aga... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im so fucking sick of being sick. like this shit is actually annoying. ive never been closer to blowing my fucking brains out. i dont even wanna die i just dont wanna be here. theres literally nothing here for me. i have no where to go and its fucking exhausting. i just want to live without feeling like im in prison IN MY OWN FUCKING HEAD. FUCKKKK. NOTHING GETS BETTER THEY R LYING. i cant remember... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
ive always been able to see weird things, and I've always called them ghosts. even if they aren't, that's what I'm telling myself anyways. none of them have ever really scared me because they cant interact with the physical world. but there's one who can, and honestly the first time he did it, I was little so I tried to convince myself it wasn't real. I was young and I was watching videos up late,... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
we were planning to run away together just last week so why is he doing this to me? yesterday he told me he's done. and some girl texted me, and she told me to leave him alone. I couldn't even get angry. my heart sank, and I finally understood what a heartache meant. he rubbed it in my face that he was with someone new and he laughed at my tears. but we loved each other? how can he rip me apart af... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I swear to God I can feel myself rotting. I cant do anything without being immediately exhausted. and I cant stop picking my fucking lips and my fingers. I'm like always fucking bleeding. it looks so fucking gross I look like a zombie. I'm so pale I look like the actual living dead. my nails r like turning yellow and I try to paint them but I just pick at them too. i literally cant even write this... » Continue Reading
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