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Category: Life
I hate going to the doctors so much. I hate it. Literally everything about it. Even just the like social anxiety of setting it up and stuff makes it difficult but then I actually see the doctor about the issue and I feel hella judged and self conscious like it could be anything and I’ll be like “does he think I’m lying? Am I describing it right? Does he think I’m weird? Is this not a symptom? Am I... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
i need lil tiny stickers to decorate my earbuds and stuff, and maybe some acrylic pens… » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
(Feel free to grab your pitchforks and torches and run me off of spacehey for the title) My bday is in two monthsssss I'm kind of excited to be nineteen but that also kinda feels old to me, in the way that I feel like I haven't actually lived nineteen years yk? It's like... wasn't I fifteen just a little while ago? What do you mean that I've been on this planet nineteen years? And like I don't eve... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Once I get all my community service hours and pass all my classes and pay my fines and do my senior presentation and graduate and get a job and color my hair and buy new clothes and accessories and move out and get on antidepressants/antianxiety meds and get my license and get a car and move to a different state and learn how to do html it's OVER for you b1itches » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Idk I just think that everything would be better if I was made of glitter. And not only that but if I cried glitter and bled glitter and puked glitter and just everything glitter. Think about it if I get in a fight I'll just be covered in glitter, if I get sick or something i can just aim it at the wall and have a glitter covered wall, and you literally can't ugly cry if your tears are glitter all... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Ya know what's good? Putting all your focus and effort into one thing and trying make it perfect and awesome and doing that for hours on end until you suddenly realize you were just totally zoned out doing the thing and then ur just done but your brain needs to go back into reality mode so you kinda sit there blankly for a few moments and then like. Ah yes, reality™ » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Having money is so fun but like kinda a lot to handle cause like. do i spend it at the thrift store or on copious amounts of gum and dr pepper. or do i go to the mall. or should i pay off my debts. or buy drugs. or like should i save up to go to a fair or something IDK WHAT TO DO I CAN FEEL THE WEIGHT OF MY DECISIONS BEARING DOWN UPON MY HEAD ITS CRUSHING MEEE » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I feel like such a girlblogger rn. I'm so glad that my school hasn't blocked spacehey because it's so nice to just sit here when I'm bored and have nothing to do and just blab about whatever topic is on my screwed up little mind. Today I woke up so so depressed, literally wanted to find a hole and just rot in it, but that isn't very productive so I just went to school, repeated a little mantra to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
have you ever actually had a good long conversation with an old person? like a cool old person. there’s some old people who are exactly what you think old people are, old moody buttheads with dementia, but some?? some are cool asf and i think that needs to be acknowledged more. and i don’t say that just because i don’t want to be seen as weird for consistently having deep conversations with my gra... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i hateeeee winter hate it hate it hate ittt i hate the snow, i hate the cold, i hate having to walk through the cold and shivering with like three coats on, slipping in the ugly gross sand dirt gravel snow mixture, sliding all over the road in a car with snow tires already on and everything, i counted the days we got full sunshine ALL WINTER and in my area we got TWO! TWO DAYS! AND THEY WERE THE C... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I have the best music taste and i WILL fight you with my grubby lil trash raccoon hands about it » Continue Reading
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