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Sooo... I learned something the other day. Turns out that it is possible to feel hangry and not really hungry. Also, get this, running actually burns calories, can you believe it? Yes okay I'm being a scarcastic little shit because I figured out that I've been so angry recently because I didn't realize that when I started running a couple times a week I would need to up my calorie intake to make ... » Continue Reading
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idk everything is just pissing me off, idk what is going on with me but im just very upset most days. it started like last week pretty much when I started running, but i havent noticed that im calmer if i dont run or anything like that, so i dont think that could be the cause. honestly im totally clueless. i cant be around anyone, barely even my friends, definitely not my family, i just want to be... » Continue Reading
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guess who is sick yet again... fucking hate this. i used to neverrr get sick but this winter its been so bad, like i feel like i've been sick every other week. luckily it seems to be getting better pretty quickly and it warming up outside pretty fast so maybe this is the last of my sick days. and its the annoying kind of sick, not like the sick that makes you have to miss work or school. im not pu... » Continue Reading
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my thing is just that like. i do not careeeee anymore. abt anythinggggg. ik ive said that in the past but let me clarify that it extends across everything. like the most i care about is being able to eat my fucking pizza rolls and sleep. i think its kinda like burnout from all the years i spent being suffocated by anxiety and having panic attacks and not living my goddamn life because ive always b... » Continue Reading
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So I was just reading a book which is weird because I haven't been able to read a book in a long while, which I attribute to my depression. Right up until highschool started, when it started getting bad, I was an AVID reader. Screw bookworm, I was a book dragon. Books were the most media I consumed. I would spend days just reading, not eating, not sleeping, I read my damn book on the toilet (and t... » Continue Reading
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I don’t know why but talking to and spending time with a friend I used to he really good friends with just kinda makes me really happy and really, really fcking sad at the same time. I had so much fun just spending time with her and talking to her, I was so happy. I think I really really missed her. I think I really missed us, all of us, the whole friend group. All my friends and me, together. And... » Continue Reading
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One thing that I can never get over is the nostalgia from days long gone. I feel like I'm always doing something to try to avoid it. I just miss how things were so much it hurts and I feel like all I can do about it is run from that feeling. I'm not even exactly sure what it is I miss about it, I think the biggest thing is the innocence and freedom I had when I was a kid. I didn't have any trauma ... » Continue Reading
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I've heard it before and never understood it until now because holy sh!t is it kicking my butt. I made a blog entry a while ago about how I don't want to do anything school related, like at all, and I was like "oh I wonder if its like senior burnout" AKA senioritis??? Duh??? Yeah I decided to google what senioritis was and I realized instantly. It was to obvious too Iv'e been saying to my friends ... » Continue Reading
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I think I have some like. Major issues. Listen ik young people nowadays kind of have a different vocabulary and a different way of using it and stuff but another thing is that some gen x people sort of speak very... seriously. Like for example a teacher of mine talks in a sort of dead, kind of always disappointed tone, and every time she says like anything I always sort of think I did something wr... » Continue Reading
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I know I should be doing my work, I've missed like 3 days of class because of illness, I have more work to do blah blah freaking blah i don't care im tired. i dont know whats wrong with me i just cant do it anymore. i dont know where my motivation went, i started the year out really strong, a's and b's in all classes, and now i can hardly do my work? now im failing classes? i just cant bring mysel... » Continue Reading
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I’m not saying Amazon is great, I’m saying that it’s great that we can order candy from Amazon. Great is an understatement actually I am literally so happy I just ordered like 12 packages of sour patch kids, a can of cheez whiz, a family size package of oatmeal creme pies and a package of mega stuff oreos I’m a happy camper rn man, I didn’t even have to leave the comfort of my home. » Continue Reading
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