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music isnt loud enough
Category: Blogging
My headphones Arn't enough, I need to tape speakers to my ears. » Continue Reading
youtube?
Category: Blogging
I was thinking of starting a YouTube channel. It's been a thought that keeps coming up, but I don't even know what I would post, I'm not even sure if people would care to watch but I'm sure people would get bored enough at some point to watch even a moment of it. Though i would only use it to leave my mark somewhere, even if it's just on the internet. I could become immortal in a sense. Living i... » Continue Reading
happy?
Category: Life
I think I feel happy, or at least these past few weeks... it's hard to understand my feelings and a proper way to address them but i think that im trying my best despite what myself doubt says. I've dyed my hair pink and yellow, like my favorite moth, the rosy maple moth. I've also gotten some gifts for my birthday that I feel are actually fitting my likes and hobbies rather than some pair of sock... » Continue Reading
Able to function, but...
Category: Blogging
I recently been having a tough time with my living situation and stuff. On Friday though I had a shorter day at school, so I spent the time when i got home to start cleaning my room. But it was strange because it felt like I wasn't really a part of my body, don't get me wrong I did a lot to clean. it just didn't feel like I was doing it. It may have been the tall converses i was wearing though, l... » Continue Reading
Wanting a hug yet disgusted by touch.
Category: Blogging
I feel the need to hug those around me whenever I feel sad, yet I feel so repulsed by anyone even looking in my direction. I hate the way their hands lay on me like it's a trash bag, quick and far too fleeting. Never with soft gentle hands or pulling away last. They're always the first to let go of me. Always the first to end it befrore i can engrave it into my memory whenever i wish to remeber th... » Continue Reading
Waiting For Nothing
Category: Blogging
I keep feeling that I'm meant to be expecting something. . . Waiting for something great to happen in my life. . . Something worth sticking around for. . . » Continue Reading
Not being noticed
Category: Blogging
I like that I won't be noticed by anyone I know. Whether having a close relationship or having known them by watching their content. A comfortable distanced to know someone completely and you never have to take the risk to be hurt. Because you are never know. » Continue Reading
The want to be loved but terrified to be seen.
Category: Blogging
Sorry for the dreary blogs XP but this is the place i feel the most comfortable to speak freely. :] I really want to reach out more and produce something. Art or streaming I want to be remembered for something good, maybe great even. » Continue Reading
It will get better one day.
Category: Blogging
I struggle with existence. The mere act of breathing is a struggle. Short and shallow breaths as I attempt to qualm my anxieties and fears. I know this feeling cannot last forever but I'm not sure if I can outlast its crushing feeling of emptiness. » Continue Reading
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