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My Stalker

Category: Blogging

1/24/24 9:31PM-9:53PM Location: Dorm Room My eyes currently hurt. You know that pain when you just feel the tears trying to burst through, but you just hold it in? Yeah, that type of hurt. And honestly, this time I'm not exactly sure the cause of my suffering. Obviously, most of it has to do with "HER", as I was thinking about that situation a lot, but also just feeling sorry for myself affected m... » Continue Reading

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Apple Juice

Category: Blogging

11/14/23 12:17-12:32PM Currently drinking Dole Apple Juice before BIO101.  Calories 210 Total fat 0g Sodium 20mg Total Carbohydrate 51g Total Sugars 48g Includes 0g Added Sugars Protein 1g Vitamin D 0mcg Potassium 470mg Calcium 40mg Vitamin C 114mg I love apple juice. It tastes so good. It’s a shame I don’t drink it often. I feel like in general we drink » Continue Reading

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Horrible Night

Category: Blogging

11/7/23 11:55PM THIS NIGHT HAS BEEN THE WORST. IVE BEEN THINKING OF HER. SHE POSTED PICS AND I HATE MYSELF AND HER FOR DOING ME SO WRONG. I CUT MYSELF FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME. IVE SCRATCHED MY WHOLE BODY SO HARD IN AN ATTEMPT TO JUST FEEL PHYSICAL PAIN TO DISTRACT FROM MY BRAIN. I PRAYED TO GOD NOT TO WAKE UP TM (MEANING DEATH). I HATE LIFE. I HATE WHAT I LOST. MY PRECIOUS FRIEND. WHYD S... » Continue Reading

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Her

Category: Romance and Relationships

Listening to Exeter. Reminds me of her. I listened to this album a lot around this time last year, so my memories with it and the nostalgia is brings is deeply connected to her. Oh, how things change. And the worst part is I'll never know why she decided to leave when nothing was wrong. I have my own ideas, but I'd rather not believe them. Even though my intuition never fails me. I'd rather preten... » Continue Reading

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Introduction

Category: Blogging

Hello. If you're seeing this, this is my first blog post here. I'm still not sure where I will go with this. Assuming I actually continue to use it. Maybe I'll use this like a public journal. One where anyone could just randomly come across. Seems like a cool idea to me.  Enjoy :) » Continue Reading

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