"Waiting for life to get good again :("
22, UK, Transfemme 🏳️⚧️, She/Her
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I wish I could tell you about someone I love, but I don’t think she’s real anymore. She’s just a memory I’ve replayed too many times. Now the records all scratched and I only get flash’s of their voice through the static. But nothing intelligible. Sound bites of my broken heart. I think she threw out all her old records a long time ago. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Does anyone else ever feel like when they open their mouth, people always hear something you didn’t say? Like whenever people look at them, they always seem to see someone you’re not? How can you feel loved when no one even knows who you really are? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Just got served by a really hot barista in Costa today. I asked for the Black Forest Hot Chocolate and they said they didn’t have it but they could give me Terry’s chocolate orange. What my mouth said: Yeah, I’ll have the chocolate orange. What my brain said: I’ll take whatever you want me to, baby! 😉 Why is my brain like this? » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I shouldn’t be so surprised that heartbreak and homesickness feel so similar. Not when I feel in love with her because she felt like home and feel out of love with them when they didn’t feel like home anymore. I just want to find home… » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
You know people often say they miss being a kid. They miss when life was simple. That’s not what I miss about being a kid. My childhood was anything but simple. I miss how when I was a kid, the bright parts of life seemed a little brighter and the shadows weren’t as dark. I think as we get older, life gets a little duller and in the dimness we lose sight of a simple truth… Every shadow is cast by... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Ok,ok,ok I just watched the doctor who 60th special and I gotta rant about it! Omigod, omigod, omigod!!! It’s wonderful, it’s brilliant, it’s fantastic!!! I can’t believe i got to see a transfemme companion meet THE DOCTOR!!! MY DOCTOR!!! MY PERSONAL CHILDHOOD HERO!!! I wish I could let my ten-year old self know that she would grow up to experience seeing herself on screen on her favourite show! A... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Being alone isn’t as bad as I thought it would be. Now, I can reconnect with myself. Sort through what parts of myself are who I really am, what parts are masks I put on to be accepted and what are new parts of myself that bloomed through the joy and the pain and the shame. And then I do it all again and make wonderful new memories and terrible new mistakes to learn from. » Continue Reading
Category: Food and Restaurants
Is it normal to be in an absolute pit of despair and self loathing and then suddenly find a reason to live cuz you ate a cinnamon roll? Asking for a friend ofc 😅😓 » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Yeah, just had my first laser hair removal appointment. I’m so happy rn! Who knew being blasted in the face with a high powered laser could be so fun? » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
So because I have no where better to put this on my profile I figured I’d make a list of my favourite ships in media (spoiler alert, they’re all lesbians!!!😍) Stephanie Brown & Cassandra Cain (the G.O.A.T, DC) Supergirl & Barbara Gordon (DC) Scandal Savage & Knockout (DC) Nico Minoru & Karolina Dean (Marvel) Emma Frost & Jean Grey (Marvel) Korra & Asami (Legend Of Korra) Kya & Lin Beifong (Legend... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
So filling out the interests section of my profile has made my realise how kind of eclectic and all over the place my interests are Like I can definitely see some themes but they really do span a lot of different genres, mediums, tones, aesthetics, etc Is this normal? » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
How do I know this, you ask? Well, I just casually went on an unhinged rant in the middle of my English Seminar! Lmao, welcome to my life 🤣 » Continue Reading
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