just wanted to make a quick entry as an update to my last post and say that, as funny as it sounds, i indeed broke up with my partner. i was head over heels for him and it made me fully ignore how much he mistreated me and made me feel miserable about myself. i haven`t felt as shitty as i did in a while and because of that i didn`t feel sad about our seperation. having someone by my side was pleas... » Continue Reading
its been almost half a year since i started dating the best person and literally the man of my dreams, and i wanted to say that no matter what kind of person you are- you will find someone who will love you. ive been a selfish and overall a shitty human my whole life, and meeting my love is one of the best and most surprising things in my life. i was fully accepted: my looks, personality, flaws, g... » Continue Reading
i never considered myself the type of person that someone could love, especially men. probably because im not a good person and i realise that men arent as understanding as women. regardless, ive had lot of love confessions this year, which werent surprising, since these guys intentions were pretty obvious. to be honest, i always assume that a guy is in love with me when we get close and im right ... » Continue Reading
ive been having some heart pains for about a month now and ive decided to tell my mother. she obviously made me go through all types of doctors and when they finally figured out the cause it was actually something that ive had my whole life. i was honestly kind of dissapointed. not because i wanted it to be something bad or deadly. after the doctor concluded everything me and my mom went outside a... » Continue Reading
i ve been teaching some kids in a grade thats below mine and weve been discussing religion. unfortunately because i had food poisoning (and also my friend was extremely talkative and i couldnt say a word) i wasnt able to hold a proper conversation with these kids. they all had really interesting opinions on some questions that i managed to ask. some guy who was sitting right in front of me r » Continue Reading