im loved

its been almost half a year since i started dating the best person and literally the man of my dreams, and i wanted to say that no matter what kind of person you are- you will find someone who will love you. ive been a selfish and overall a shitty human my whole life, and meeting my love is one of the best and most surprising things in my life. i was fully accepted: my looks, personality, flaws, good sides, interests and habits. and, for the first time ever, i wanted to better myself for him, and so i did. i wanted him to feel loved and safe, even if it meant to be safe from my not so good side. he made me a better person and helped me accept myself fully, even though ive never liked myself, i forgot what self hatred felt like because all i could feel was love and for that i will forever be gratefull. so, my dear reader, please have faith and never give up on love and life, work on yourself and always remember that you are loved and wanted here. as long as there is some good in your heart, and im sure there is, someone will notice it, and they will appreciate it.

with love to s, my forever one and only