Mama_Beelze

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6.20.24 (Warning for the talking of self harm)

Category: Blogging

Honestly, I'm scared to talk again. I know it isn't healthy to keep everything in but I didn't want to to fake being positive. I feel shitty for complaining about it. I don't know who I'm trying to please. The thought that showing my inner mind to strangers would release some stress. I feel pathetic that I can't do this on my own. Well, if it makes you feel any better, just pretend all I'm saying ... » Continue Reading

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Art i finished today

Category: Art and Photography

I'm  not really proud of this thing  at all. Usually I draw on my computer but I'm away so this is the best I can do.  » Continue Reading

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I want to live in the song poison tree

Category: Music

I love that song so much. I want to live in it. I don't have much to say, I just love that song. » Continue Reading

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6.18.24

Category: Friends

Dammit, why do a lot of my friends have Spacehey accounts? I'm trying to get away from you, not run into unexpectedly. I don't mean that I don't like my friends, it's just that I like to have space to myself sometimes.  Oh, I realized that they scare me a little. I have an image to uphold.  Fucked, the internet is bad here and drawing on my phone is shitty. Ah, it's so bad that my English doesn't ... » Continue Reading

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6.15.24

Category: Life

Fucker, it's all fucked. I have no idea what to do. It breaks al over again, over and over and there isn't anything I can do about it. My friend in particular has become more angry. It's becoming more and more hard to tell if he hates me yet, but it still hope he doesn't. Even if he refuses to talk to me... but there isn't anything to talk about. I want to be angry at him but I can't allow myself ... » Continue Reading

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6.12.24

Category: Games

I got to chapter 3 in CoF! It was a little hard to get through he caves part but I did it! Simon started tweaking after dying over and over. And the boss fight was confusing to do. But after a while it's easy. I stopped at a tunnel Part again since it had a save. I did look up a walk through for most of it but that's not the point. Anyway, I love Simon » Continue Reading

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My recent art <3

Category: Art and Photography

I'm very proud of this one, it's for a Dicord event. Boredom has hit me too hard, or maybe it's artblock.. I can't tell » Continue Reading

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I FORGOT

Category: Life

I forgot about this website, actually.. Uhhh, I hoped to be more active here since my break has been a little boring, I think. A lot of existential crisis'. More importantly, I've been playing Cry of Fear! I got far enough but I'm scared to continue.. I'll finish it, maybe.. Well, I already know the whole story kind of so I'm not to worried about that. It's just the experience I want really. I als... » Continue Reading

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My fucking computer doesn't work

Category: Blogging

Yeah so, the computer I was using constantly, which was old as shit btw, stopped working. Apparently it needs a hard drive replacement. I hope this doesn't mess with my stuff. Also HI I'M BACK. I keep forgetting about this website tbh » Continue Reading

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11.20.23

Category: Life

I feel boring. Like, there isn't much interesting about me. Like, wow... you're just like everyone else good job. I know that's not a bad thing, of course, but like.. ???? Actually, I should've mentioned that I don't really know how to format my feelings correctly. Oh, well. I wanted to show a picture of the drawings I've been doing, but I don't know how to do that on my phone. T-T help Ah, I want... » Continue Reading

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Art I made <3

Category: Art and Photography

I drew Furina yesterday. I might be more personal on here. This feels like a place to talk about stuff idk. I'm a bit upset I can't play genshin since the game is too big (╥︣﹏᷅╥) » Continue Reading

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