"doomscrolling yt"
16, Trashcan in the US
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Category: Life
I hate it. I hate it so much. I hate talking. I hate talking to people. My body really hates me. And yet I can't take a hint. I'm not supposed to talk yet so why do I keep jumping in.. But people get mad at me when I don't talk. Fucker. I really hate this. I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
Neru was meant to be there but I got tired » Continue Reading
Category: Games
I mean it's alright..? I don't really understand why you have to pay to play the game on a time limit but it has something to due with the server's. But it still doesn't really make sense since Hoyoverse is a billion dollar company... But I'm happy I'm finally able to experience the story (even if I have to wait hours just to get 15 minutes of free gameplay) but I think that's for the better. Even... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Honestly, I've gotten tired of people. I'm not sure if it's just the people I'm surrounded by or if it's just because I've been more and more homesick. I don't like talking much anymore. It's become so complicated and irritating. Especially with being an artist. It probably is my own jealousy. I don't get it but I'm tired. I don't even know if that's how I'm supposed to call it. Tired tired oh so ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I officially turn 61 (16) today! Not sure what to really expect other than higher expectations from my parents and more pressure but I'll enjoy this break while I can LOL. I want to be able to try vkei, gyaru, and lolita fashion some day. So now that I'm older, I might be able to. Hopefully.. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Honestly, I'm scared to talk again. I know it isn't healthy to keep everything in but I didn't want to to fake being positive. I feel shitty for complaining about it. I don't know who I'm trying to please. The thought that showing my inner mind to strangers would release some stress. I feel pathetic that I can't do this on my own. Well, if it makes you feel any better, just pretend all I'm saying ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
I'm not really proud of this thing at all. Usually I draw on my computer but I'm away so this is the best I can do. » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
I love that song so much. I want to live in it. I don't have much to say, I just love that song. » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Dammit, why do a lot of my friends have Spacehey accounts? I'm trying to get away from you, not run into unexpectedly. I don't mean that I don't like my friends, it's just that I like to have space to myself sometimes. Oh, I realized that they scare me a little. I have an image to uphold. Fucked, the internet is bad here and drawing on my phone is shitty. Ah, it's so bad that my English doesn't ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Fucker, it's all fucked. I have no idea what to do. It breaks al over again, over and over and there isn't anything I can do about it. My friend in particular has become more angry. It's becoming more and more hard to tell if he hates me yet, but it still hope he doesn't. Even if he refuses to talk to me... but there isn't anything to talk about. I want to be angry at him but I can't allow myself ... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
I got to chapter 3 in CoF! It was a little hard to get through he caves part but I did it! Simon started tweaking after dying over and over. And the boss fight was confusing to do. But after a while it's easy. I stopped at a tunnel Part again since it had a save. I did look up a walk through for most of it but that's not the point. Anyway, I love Simon » Continue Reading
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