Mama_Beelze

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I hate when it rains

Category: Life

Well, i hate when it rains on me but i like hearing the sound of rain from inside. Does that make sense? Like, I hate when it rains on me because it feels like someone is constantly poking me. Its annoying. Especially when I', out on a walk. I hate it I hate it I hate it so much I think I'll stay here a while I need to get away from my friends for a bit » Continue Reading

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7.5.24

Category: Life

Happy late 4th of July! To those who celebrate it We had a BBQ in my backyard and we made a lot of food. I didn't eat much yesterday, maybe today I will.  I just remembered, I did make a website but I'm inconsistent when it comes to updating it.. School has fucked me so I'll have to do damage to my own personality if I want my parents to relax again. Hhhhh anything to be more like my sister I supp... » Continue Reading

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6.30.24

Category: Life

I hate it. I hate it so much. I hate talking. I hate talking to people. My body really hates me. And yet I can't take a hint. I'm not supposed to talk yet so why do I keep jumping in.. But people get mad at me when I don't talk. Fucker. I really hate this. I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it » Continue Reading

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Side ponytail Miku

Category: Art and Photography

Neru was meant to be there but I got tired » Continue Reading

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So about the Genshin Impact Cloud game...

Category: Games

I mean it's alright..? I don't really understand why you have to pay to play the game on a time limit but it has something to due with the server's. But it still doesn't really make sense since Hoyoverse is a billion dollar company... But I'm happy I'm finally able to experience the story (even if I have to wait hours just to get 15 minutes of free gameplay) but I think that's for the better. Even... » Continue Reading

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6.24.24

Category: Life

Honestly, I've gotten tired of people. I'm not sure if it's just the people I'm surrounded by or if it's just because I've been more and more homesick. I don't like talking much anymore. It's become so complicated and irritating. Especially with being an artist. It probably is my own jealousy. I don't get it but I'm tired. I don't even know if that's how I'm supposed to call it. Tired tired oh so ... » Continue Reading

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Its my birthday!

Category: Life

I officially turn 61 (16) today! Not sure what to really expect other than higher expectations from my parents and more pressure but I'll enjoy this break while I can LOL. I want to be able to try vkei, gyaru, and lolita fashion some day. So now that I'm older, I might be able to. Hopefully.. » Continue Reading

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6.20.24 (Warning for the talking of self harm)

Category: Blogging

Honestly, I'm scared to talk again. I know it isn't healthy to keep everything in but I didn't want to to fake being positive. I feel shitty for complaining about it. I don't know who I'm trying to please. The thought that showing my inner mind to strangers would release some stress. I feel pathetic that I can't do this on my own. Well, if it makes you feel any better, just pretend all I'm saying ... » Continue Reading

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Art i finished today

Category: Art and Photography

I'm  not really proud of this thing  at all. Usually I draw on my computer but I'm away so this is the best I can do.  » Continue Reading

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I want to live in the song poison tree

Category: Music

I love that song so much. I want to live in it. I don't have much to say, I just love that song. » Continue Reading

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6.18.24

Category: Friends

Dammit, why do a lot of my friends have Spacehey accounts? I'm trying to get away from you, not run into unexpectedly. I don't mean that I don't like my friends, it's just that I like to have space to myself sometimes.  Oh, I realized that they scare me a little. I have an image to uphold.  Fucked, the internet is bad here and drawing on my phone is shitty. Ah, it's so bad that my English doesn't ... » Continue Reading

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