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I'm a shell of a person and a complete loser
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Category: Writing and Poetry
So hello again, people. I have failed at keeping my streak, unsuprisingly (no, not NNN, I meant at writing these blogs.) Anyways, It's been shit, I've made poor choices that lead to losing some people who had helped me in various ways. I thought it was the right thing to do, turns out it's not. And I'm not sure what to do. So stupid and clueless. Also, I'm not sure the feelings im having is some... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
so, its been a while since I wrote anything here. I don't know if there's actually anyone who'd read these, so I suppose I'll just apologize to myself for the lack of consistency. Through the past days, a lot of changes happened, but at the same time, not much happened. Does that make sense? probably not. but that's the only way I can describe it briefly. While all these things happens, my mind is... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
So, I got misunderstood for the thousandth time and im still very anxious about a lot of things. but i guess it still will be fine since im still alive. i am not dead yet. so thats good. i still have a lot of things to be greatful of. but yeah right now im worried about how people around me in college sees me and its a very valid reason, mind you. But i can't go further into it. also, the new se... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I never know when I should say certain things, or do certain stuff. Also, for common, everyday life stuff Usually i'd overthink about it too, even small things like, texting or talking my roommate about important stuff, asking my parents about things that i don't know, etc. Sometimes, even breathing makes me think "is it too loud? am i annoying this bitch?" » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i'm in college and some shitty stuff already happened. but yeah, anyways i wonder why i keep being misunderstood (maybe its because of my shitty communication skills :)) either way, putting that aside,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, anxiety, social anxiety shit went brrrrr don't know tf to do. thats what i get... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
2. It's pretty late but I just woke up. Looking at the date is pretty scary right now lmao fucking college again in just a few days. But of course I'll still waste the days that's left by just binge watching stuff and not study the subjects for next semester » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Took the biggest, fattest dump after I kind of binge ate for two days. It hurts a lot but very satisfying. Now I feel like vomiting. Anyway, there's only a few days left. I don't wanna go back to college but gotta do what you gotta do even though it's still something you're not really sure if you want to contin » Continue Reading
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