3.

i'm in college and some shitty stuff already happened. but yeah, anyways i wonder why i keep being misunderstood (maybe its because of my shitty communication skills :)) either way, putting that aside,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

anxiety, social anxiety shit went brrrrr don't know tf to do. thats what i get for not continuously try to improve myself, do meditation,  stop avoiding from talking to people and all that. last semester i struggled with this too but during semester break I was like, "yeahhhhh I definitely won't have the same problem" 

so yeah right now the physical symptoms are very not cool. Thank god there's no class today so i just lay in my bed a lot.