5.

So, I got misunderstood for the thousandth time and im still very anxious about a lot of things. but i guess it still will be fine since im still alive. i am not dead yet. so thats good. i still have a lot of things to be greatful of. 

but yeah right now im worried about how people around me in college sees me and its a very valid reason, mind you. But i can't go further into it. 

also, the new semester have shitloads of hard stuff and its gonna be shit. but thats okay. thats how we grow as a person and be betterhhahahahhaha

I wanna write stuff like, "oh god please save me, i wanna run away from this world yadda yadda yadda" but i wont because it will just make things shittier.

also, if you struggle with anxiety too, please friend me. I'd love to talk to someone with the same problem as i do and hopefully, we can help each other.