7.

So hello again, people.

I have failed at keeping my streak, unsuprisingly (no, not NNN, I meant at writing these blogs.) 

Anyways, It's been shit, I've made poor choices that lead to losing some people who had helped me in various ways. I thought it was the right thing to do, turns out it's not. And I'm not sure what to do. So stupid and clueless. 

Also, I'm not sure the feelings im having is something that i should be worried about or if its just paranoia. Plus my meds ran out sooooooooo it will most likely get worse 

I don't know tf I should do, but hopefully things are gonna be okay