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I would give up every single thing I own in order to have a good life. My sentimental stuffed animals, my favorite video games, every single piece of art I've made. Candles, pencils, makeup brushes, my pretty lamp, my art supplies, all my devices. My dresser, my posters, my bedframe, my mattress, my limited edition merch, all my books, all my clothes, every single thing I have I would give away in... » Continue Reading
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i've said it so many times already and nobody REALLY helped. all i wanted was to get away from him. i don't even want to talk about it anymore. it's too tiring. and anyway, every time i talk about it, i cry. » Continue Reading
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there's so much for you to do. you'll graduate, become a therapist or whatever you want to be. you'll get a cute little cat, and move out at some point. you'll find someone you really love, someone you want to spend your life with. there's so much for you to do. and there's nothing left for me. there's nothing. there's nothing i want to do. i don't even want to try. i don't want to do anything any... » Continue Reading
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okay, but why even try? theres literally no point in trying. what, i make money, move out, cut my family off? then what? i'm supposed to just exist? i'm already existing right now. sure, i'll be rid of the constant degradation, but there's also other ways i can be rid of that. it's all my fault, isn't it? with the way they've been treating me, it's all my fault. "oh, why'd you say that? can't move... » Continue Reading
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i dont think i was supposed to have happy days. i dont think i was supposed to have a good family. i dont think i was meant to live a long life. i don't think i was supposed to get anything good, to have anything good. it's just the way things are, i guess. the cards i got at birth. alcoholic, abus1ve, gaslighter, religious, absent. crazy stupid family i was forced to live with. i have the worst l... » Continue Reading
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sometimes you arent just mentally ill, you're mentally ill BECAUSE of the environment you're forced to be in. the environment you can't get out of. i don't think a lot of people realize this » Continue Reading
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will people even remember me? » Continue Reading
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people are too caught up in their own problems to help you with yours. it always comes back. it always comes back worse. no matter how much you try to change, you always end up falling back down. so many of the same realizations, yet they make me just as sad as they did years ago. » Continue Reading
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we all just dont know anything and pretend we do i reached out s0 many times and tried to get help so many times. but like how it always is, how i always knew it would turn out-- people are too caught up in their own problems to help you. that's how it always goes. » Continue Reading
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dont want to do anything anymore this is so stupid just sinking again with nobody to talk to all because i acknowledged it for once. » Continue Reading
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you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can » Continue Reading
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i8 cant]icatn cantca tncant cant cant cant cant cant make it shut up something \ sometijg shomeokejn someone make it stop please i would give up every single thing i had if that meant i could make it shut up for good » Continue Reading
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