Thank you for saying that you didn't want me to tell you

I can't tell anyone this. Will it stay a draft or will I keep it up for a night or two?

I've been totally racking my brain since we made hard plans, coming to terms with the fact that you'll leave. I've tried to accept it.

But you said, so abruptly, that you didn't want to know.

You didn't say "You don't have to tell me"; or "I want you to spit it out already".

"I don't want you to tell me."

Point blank. Easy. Done.

And it'll all be okay, right?

It'll all be okay.

Everything will all be okay.