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Claire, 21

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wow

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

NEVER REALIZED HOW GOOD THE SHOW SUPERNATURAL IS. I know it's a lil cheesy and cliche at times but the characters are adorable so idc idc. ANYWAYS, THANKS MY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL FRIEND FOR TELLING ME ABOUT IT SO LONG AGO. I MISS YOU, ANDREA.  » Continue Reading

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Gratitude

Category: Life

1. I ordered an audio interface (used to record), condenser mic (fancy mic for recording), and some headphones (because I didn't have any lmao) so soon my room will become my very own mini studio :)) 2. I got a raise recently XD 3. My last class of my Bachelor's Degree ends this week- yippee 4. Halloween decor is already out at Hobby Lobby and Dollar Tree hehehehehe 5. I got my first depop orders ... » Continue Reading

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Happy

Category: Life

I am happy and grateful today because I have a bracelet/kandi-making little business and I recently got my first two orders. I didn't think I would ever get any interested, to be honest. I've thought about listing on multiple platforms to get some more exposure. I love that people enjoy what I make. Not to inflate myself but this could be something! Idk maybe I shouldn't get my hopes up. Neverthel... » Continue Reading

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Being different as a young adult

Category: Life

I feel bad for feeling comfortable with certain parts of my life right now (21 years old, in my last year of college) because I am not living on my own yet nor do I own a car. Independence would give me more confidence but being completely independent is a scary concept to me at the moment because I have lived with my folks for so long. I am different from my peers who have taken on much more inde... » Continue Reading

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Working in the food service industry

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

I am going to state the obvious here, but people can be so insufferable especially to food-service workers. It never fails to boggle my mind how self-centered and impatient customers can be with me and my fellow employees. It saddens me, to be honest, more than anything that people have become increasingly more this way and it seems that there is no reversing it. It definitely has to do with the s... » Continue Reading

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Christian Fundamentalism/Christian Nationalism

Category: Life

I love watching creators such as Fundie Fridays who nurse my disillusionment with the insanity I was raised on (not a belief in God but a belief in a Western, white, American conservative, oppressive God). Not to mention the ludicrous things members of such a group preach- Mark Driscoll with his angry, misogynistic, transphobic, manosphere bullshit and Allie Stuckey with her "biblical" takes on po... » Continue Reading

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My Frustration

Category: Life

My frustration is 21 years old It's lonely in a bedroom when the others are getting hitched It's smiling no matter the occasion so no one suspects my isolation It's going about my business and still, someone has something to say My frustration is hiding away while the other kids get to have fun » Continue Reading

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Screaming Trees

Category: Music

What I would give to raise Mark Lanegan from the dead. ANYTHING! » Continue Reading

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Life Lately

Category: Life

This site has sort of become my diary. Right now, things are a little tough for several reasons. First, my mom got in a car accident a month or so ago and we now only have one vehicle so my dad has to take me everywhere I need to be (campus, work). It is especially hard on him. He and I have to get up at the crack of dawn to make that work. This has naturally made me more tired and I feel less pro... » Continue Reading

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"Open My Eyes" by Nazz

Category: Music

The first CD I had in my possession that I listened to incessantly was a Todd Rundgren compilation album. Man, I ate that stuff up! It had "Open My Eyes" by Nazz on it, the first song on the CD. The distinct intro "ONE..TWO..ONE TWO THREE FOUR!" is palpable and powerful. It brings back happy memories but also memories of loneliness. I would play the track "Wailing Wall" and cry, thinking about my ... » Continue Reading

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serotonin

Category: Life

Got a fur trapper and life is looking up again!  » Continue Reading

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Sometimes I Don't See The Fucking Point

Category: Life

Life has felt so incredibly boring lately. I know I am in a rut because I am not where I want to be. I want my actions to mean something, not just be another thing I do. I want to put my music out there and be myself, unapologetically. I want to grow more confident in myself. I don't want to work this lousy job anymore and I don't want to go to this lousy school, but I do it anyway! Because I thin... » Continue Reading

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