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Category: Life
K plan is, day of adhd Assessment. I ask doctor if she can refer me to a mental hospital, and if it would be a good idea for me to do so, cause I have convinced myself I should but I need a medical professional to agree or else I feel like that's to much responsibility for me if I fuck up, cause I don't trust myself which is an issue in it's self but not the point. The point is, its been three yea... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Girlie keeps getting scheduled at peak traffic and I get anxious and I’m like fuck it. When I really shouldn’t. I am a danger to society. But a girl needs to get out of the house. I CANT KEEP LIVING LIKE THIS. I CANT. i say in the comfort of my bed, puppy in lap. Literally why am i wired like this. I have it so good and yet I have a pit in my chest and a voice saying kys. Like really . BRB cat is ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I have the urge to cry, I don't really have a reason to. I just feel like I'm at the brink of tears. My skin feels wrong I'm tired. I wanna peel my skin off and remove my organs. They have to sit 3 feet apart. For 24 hour and only then once I'm whole will I feel human again. Actual the pains medicine seems to be quicking in. I think it was just a headache. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
YO. CAUSE CONTEXT: I GO THROUGH THESE CYCLES OF LIKE, YO DEPRESSION? I DON'T KNOW HER. I AM THE MOST STABLE PERSON EVER. I HAVE GOALS. I GOT ENERGY. I CAN BE A FUNCTIONING HUMAN PERSON IN SOCIETY. but then I'm like, actually existing is too much, I can't handle having skin, I must rip it off, the lights are too bright, the clock ticks too loud, the only time I'm happy is when I'm sleeping, type of... » Continue Reading
Category: Pets and Animals
YOOOOOOOOO it worked, look at my baby!!!! god, I gotta go back to school, i've gotten so stupid. I forgot how god it feels to learn and do new things ndjksdjsbfdjs. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
going to practice driving with mother. honestly idk if I'd call it practice since she doesn't have her license, but it's only a block away and I think I can do it. I drove there before (twice). but girlie got her medication so I'm chilling » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I accidentally threw away my birth control and have to wait till October 20th to get my next fill being a girl sucks forget what cramps felt like really took it for granted ksfkjshdkflksd kill me » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
dude emoticons are so cute. I forgot about them but will now be reverting back to middle school me, actually no. I never used them, but my best friends did, omg ima spam them. ..... (❀ •̀ᴗ•́ ) » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
honestly, it's all my fault, I don't do anything nowadays. I just don't know how to live anymore. I got no goals, no ambitions, just use the internet to distract myself. But that's not even working anymore. anything I watch or do is just not doing it anymore. it is either boring or makes me sad. everything is so repetitive and I'm just so bored, anything I find interesting gets boring after like t... » Continue Reading
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